people are going to hate me for this

Mood : shy

assalamualaikum, good morning awesome peeps!.. errm, yeah, people are going to hate me for this, but I feel like I can't contain it any longer.. I'M IN LOVE!.. really, I'm not lying.. I feel like I'm floating on air when I think about my love, about what he's doing, about what he's wearing, about his smile, the twinkle in his eyes, his everything.. sighhh, I'm so in love.. (^^,) but sadly, I have to share him with other women as well, around 20,000 or more of them.. it's tragic really, but I have no choice.. he's just someone who has to be loved by many to attain his full potential..

want to see who my love is?.. the person I'm falling heads over heels with?..

Lee Dong Hae, born October 15, 1986.. he's older than I am, so he's my oppa.. hehe.. he's from South Korea, born in Mokpo, Jeollanam.. hebecame popular from a Korean boyband Super Junior, this amazing singer, dancer, and sometimes actor, made his father's dream come true, being a singer.. sadly, his father passed away in August 2006.. he debuted with Super Junior in 2005, with 11 other trainees, but added Kyuhyun, the last member of the group making the total of Super Junior as 13.. he's a really talented dancer, which you can see from all the Super Juniors music video, you'll see that he's one of the 4 best dancers in the group, alongside Shindong, Eunhyuk and Hankyung.. he also was involved in acting in a few music videos such as SNSD's Kissing You MV.. he was so cute in that, dancing Don't Don a little while the girls fight over him.. hehehe..

see my love in the middle?.. isn't he so so lovable?.. he looks like an angel.. he sooooo can be a model I tell you.. his complexion, his smile, his personality, it's just so perfect.. Donghae oppa, saranghae! but, errr.. kyuhyun looks cute too in this pic, the one behind Donghae.. Eunhyuk just looks weird.. =P

Shindong, Kyuhyun, Heechul, Eunhyuk and Donghae..

to all the Super Junior fans, the Ever Lasting Friends (E.L.F.s), I am happy to share all my boys with you.. I am honoured to have the chance to know them, and to love them, especially Donghae.. even though Super Junior is no longer 13, they'll always he our 13oys..
Super Junior, SARANGHAE!


p/s :- do you hate me?.. (T^T)

p/s/s :- sorry for not going to your blogs, my internet connection at home is down, so I can only access from the office, which has its limitation.. I can't view nor comment on any blog, not even my blog, thus explaining my not replying the comments on my previous posts.. sorry for any inconvenience.. I'll swing by your blog once the internet at home is fixed, okay?.. (^^,)

p/s/s :- I have a meeting at 12pm.. gotta get ready.. after today ends, I would have worked for 5 days, and is getting RM47 for each day, you do the math.. yay, money in pocket, me likey! =D

Super Junior to the rescue! \(^o^)/

Mood : sleepy

assalamualaikum, good morning people of Earth.. I started working part time yesterday, as a Research Assistant (RA) for a center in UUM.. the job of going online searching for wanted stuff in an air-conditioned room and the centers HP Pavilion Entertainment PC laptop that twists 360 degrees with touch screen and internet at the tip of my finger that pays RM35 per day, so after this I can have some money that does not belong to my mum to spend.. wheee!~~ but this is not the reason for this post..

maybe you've noticed, I blogged about Super Juniors 4th Album, Bonamana in this post and this post.. at first, it was just to fulfill my needs as a fan girl and an Ever Lasting Friend (E.L.F.) to inform the world about Super Junior and the new album.. plus, I just like to ogle at them delicious boys, and not to mention my favourite fish, DONGHAE!.. =DD but what a surprise I had when I checked my statistics in Nuffnang, my blog traffic TRIPLED! and not just from Malaysia, but also from around the world.. check it out, this is the traffic for yesterday, 13 May 2010..

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people from the states came frequently into my blog, I gues they must really like Super Junior.. I mean, I do get visits from other countries everyday, usually United States, Indonesia, and Singapore, but not really this many.. and I didn't know I'd get this much traffic just from a review of Bonamana.. what?.. you think I'm lying about them coming to my blog coz of Super Junior?.. then take a look at this..

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see, I'm really telling the truth.. plus, the album was released yesterday, 13th May 2010, in CD stores in Korea and also some online shops.. well, I don't have the money to buy the album yet, but I'll find a way to make that album mine.. muahahaha!~~ =P I think they preformed Bonamana on Music Bank for the comeback yesterday, wish I can see it.. (TT_TT) it's really a shame that they only returned with 10 people, like the Malaysian Super Junior Super Show 2 concert in Bukit Jalil last time, only 10 came.. hurmm.. so to all them E.L.F.s out there, let's all support Super Junior! it doesn't matter from which country you are, E.L.F.s must all unite, for them.. even though they are not 13 anymore, we will always support them all the way, even if they split and become solo artists, E.L.F.s will always be there for them.. that is our promise to our oppa's..

Super Junior, Saranghae-yo!!

we E.L.F.s wish the best for you and for the success of the 4th album..

oppa, hwaiting!! \(^o^)/

SUPER JUNIOR OFFICIAL BONAMANA MV + LYRICS

Mood : fangirl!!!~~ XDD

assalamualaikum, hey ho awesome peeps!.. I'm so freaking excited, the official music video of Bonamana has been released today, and here you go, my promise, the oh so awesome, SUPER JUNIOR!!! aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!~~~~ fangirl scream! XD

BONAMANA OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

OMG, isn't it awesome?!.. the catchy song, the hot dancing guys, the moves.. it comes together so perfectly!.. but I have to admit, I was first disappointed with the MV, and the choreography of the song.. it looks so simple and not up to their standard, you know, having really great dancers like Donghae, Eunhyuk, Sungmin and Shindong, my two cents la.. but then, when I watched the MV over and over again *excuse my fangirl issues*, I can see how everything fits together, how the moves compliment the song, and also the boys.. and perhaps, they are making it simpler for fans to follow the dance moves, and making it simpler for Heechul who is still recovering from his injury.. well, that's just my two cents.. =)

nevertheless, them boys look so delicious!.. chocolates on Leeteuks tummy, yum yum! Donghae looking so rip and to die for, and the others as well.. but I kinda don't like Eunhyuks eye make-up, creepy.. and is it just me, or does Ryeowook look like Adam Lambert in some shots?.. Heechul, looking sharp and with more lines in the song, compared to Sorry Sorry.. and I so love the ambiance of the the whole personal shots of the boys, with the lights swinging sideways.. OMG, so HOT! love it to pieces! but yeah, the song doesn't really bring out the guys vocal capabilities to their fullest due to too many autotone and techno stuff.. but the song gets two thumb up from me! =D

for those who wish to sing along, you can refer to this video..

BONAMANA LYRICS (ROM/HANGUL)

and here's the meaning of the song, in English..

Look at me

Dan da ran dan, dan da ran dan

Dan da ran dan, dada dara bba

Dan da ran dan, dan da ran dan

Dan da ran dan, dada dara bba

Do you know or not, know or not

That youre very pretty, beautiful girl

Even if you call me crazy

I still like you, beautiful girl

Someone tell this to my baby, to my baby

That Im here, that Im waiting

(Baby, you turn it up now)

Youre neither yes nor no, yes nor no

Say something, beautiful girl

If I had your heart, Id just be the winner of life

This worlds logic, logic is to follow

Guys who are brave, guys like me

Old sayings say that picking ten times

Is going overboard, shrug, shrug, shrug

That girl is a powerful enemy,

Shes unmoveable, pout, pout, pout

What will I do, what will I do?

That girl is my only interest

*Bounce to you, bounce to you, my heart is

Beating so fast for you to the point it cant be caught

Attracted to you and is beating so fast that I cant get you

Break it down to you, down to you, if my heart

Cant get you its gonna stop (Look at me)

Will you look or not look or not look or not at a guy like me

You neglect, neglect, neglect me even if you turn around

Even if you look and look, look and look, look and look, theres no one else but me

Whether you look or not, look or not, look or not (Baby, you turn it up now)*

What should I buy, buy, buy, buy as a present for you

Oh, Im going to go crazy from your image

That Ill like even just thinking about it

Listen girl, I like you, baby girl, I love you

Im the only guy for you

Please listen to the confession I have for you

My heart says to stop fussing and please nod, nod, nod

If it takes this much effort, I could save the world

And be admirable, admirable, admirable

What do you want me to do, what do you want me to do

That girl is my everything

*Bounce to you, bounce to you, my heart is

Beating so fast for you to the point it cant be caught

Attracted to you and is beating so fast that I cant get you

Break it down to you, down to you, if my heart

Cant get to you, its gonna stop (Look at me)

Will you look or not look or not look or not at a guy like me

You neglect, neglect, neglect me even if you turn around

Even if you look and look, look and look, look and look, theres no one else but me

Whether you look or not, look or not, look or not (Baby, you turn it up now)*

Im finally gonna go crazy, Im gonna explode

I cant take it anymore, her pushing and pulling

Oh, Im really gonna to go crazy, someone put an end to this

Someone should have told me that it would be this hard

Its true, true that my feelings dont have a place to go

You know that I adjusted myself to fit you

How to keep loving you? Ill really be good to you

Dont let me rot just like this

Ill wait, beautiful girl!

Hope youll step to me, step to me

I love you, beautiful girl!

Bring it, sign to me, sign to me

Hahahaha, hahahahaha,

It seems that she must have already

Been preparing to look at me

*Bounce to you, bounce to you, my heart is

Beating so fast for you to the point it cant be caught

Attracted to you and is beating so fast that I cant get you

Break it down to you, down to you, if my heart

Cant get to you, its gonna stop (Look at me)

Will you look or not look or not look or not at a guy like me

You neglect, neglect, neglect me even if you turn around

Even if you look and look, look and look, look and look, theres no one else but me

Whether you look or not, look or not, look or not (Baby, you turn it up now)*

Credit: kimchi hana & CHARM* @ Soompi

it's a really really really really awesome song so enjoy it, okay?.. (^^,)

things you should do to face final exams

Mood : hungry

I have Basic Entrepreneurship paper tomorrow, and I'm thinking I should be stopping all these blog updates..

but being the good *stubborn* blogger that I am, I'll keep posting em..

like I said, I found going online to be therapeutic..

(^^,)

okay, these are the things you should do when you face final exams..

#1 - DON'T PANIC!

when you panic, you will spend all your time worrying about the exams, about the questions, then spending on actually reading and studying the subject..

in the end, you will waste your time and actually panic for a reason when you make your way to the exam hall..

so remember this, do not panic when facing final exams..

#2 - GO AND STUDY

go to the library, or flop on your belly and study..

don't waste all your time on going online too much that you forget to study..

*cough meantforme cough*

remember, when you don't study, you will fail..

#3 - FIND A STUDY PARTNER

some students can't really study alone on their own, so they need someone to help keep the brain moving..

so find yourself a study partner..

your friend can be from the same sex or from the opposite sex, it's up to you..

the most important thing is, your friend must be their to help you learn and not distracted with looks or gossips..

your friend must also be someone you feel comfortable with..

remember, focus on studying, and you will be able to face finals..

alright, I'm off to the library..

going to meet my study date, DONGHAE!!

=DDD

you know, if I actually had a study date with him, I don't think we'd be studying..

I'd obviously be wasting my time ogling him..

hahaha..

good luck with finals everyone!

the love of my life..

Mood : lovey dovey

Lee Donghae of Super Junior..

SM Entertainment, South Korean..

the love of my life..

and will always be..

Saranghae-yo, Donghae oppa!!

\(^o^)/

all pictures are mine, taken by yours truly..

do not take without permission..

I will always love you Donghae oppa..

forever and ever..

(^^,)

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shining star~~

a million happiness for one reason.. guess what?.. (^^,)

Mood : not enough sleep yet still blogging

I just returned from an event organized by my Event Management class..
we did a 2 day 1 night Homestay event in Kampung Desa KEDA Ulu Legong, Baling Kedah..
it's so cool, feeling the happiness of kampung life..
I got to go to the Hotsprings, went jungle tracking, bathing in Angkat river, had a picnic with the families there, played games and activities with the kampung folks and also visited indigenous people (orang asli) and gave out donated clothing from generous UUM peeps..
I have a family now over there, abah, mak, kakak and adik..
really looking forward to visiting my family there in the near future..
but first, I'd like to thank my Event Management classmates cum teammates who made this event a successful one..
well, all except 1 person that is..
what can I say, not everyone has other peoples interest at heart..
our event wasn't a perfect one though..
it might not be the best event, but hey, the experience is all that counts!
(^^,)



posing before jungle tracking..


during jungle tracking..


well, truthfully, I didn't like the idea of having our event there..
I wanted to do a horse related event that generates money, you know, me loving my horses and being an entrepreneurship student and all..
hohoho..
but in the end, I really enjoyed my time at Homestay Ulu Legong..
so I want to thank my teammates, especially my project director, Ifa, for forcing me to go there!
I seriously had fun!
thanks a lot you guys!
I really felt like all of us were a family, well, except for one person..
but hey, don't let this person bring us down ya!
love you guys!
(^^,)


and I got a surprise call from my friend on my way to Ulu Legong on Thursday..
this call eventually got me to KL last Saturday night..
what for?..
for the best night of my life with the best 12 boys ever!!
\(^o^)/
I can't post much about that yet, not without pictures, but if you understand Korean, read this..

내 사랑 케이 - 팝 그룹 슈퍼 주니어를 만나고있어 저만의 눈으로 만세!
그들은 섹시하다고하고 귀여운 모두 하나 끝내 줬어!
동해 그냥 일반 덥고 지글지글!

정말 마지막 토요일 경기장 부킷 jalil 번째 아시아 투어 콘서트 슈퍼 쥬니어 슈퍼 쇼를 즐겼다.
그래서 내 친구, 내 동생이 날 콘서트 티켓을주는 fs에 감사합니다.
그것을 현재 최고의 생일을 내가 잡았어!

나는 개인적으로 당신을 만날 수있는 제대로 감사합니다,하지만 난 기다려야하려는 것 같아
정말 고마워요!


hehehehe..
=P
I promise, there will be pictures later..


stay tuned awesome people!!
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for the love of my life..

Mood : sleepy

just a quick shoutout to my "boyfriend", Lee Donghae of Super Junior..

Sengil chuka hamnida, Donghae oppa!!

SARANGHAE-YO!!!

happy 23rd birthday or 24th birthday according to Korean calender..

smile always n stay cute!

you'll always be my favourite in SuJu..

you're my fishy..

ufufufu~~

my cute fishy..

my cool fishy..

my sexy fishy..

my relaxed fishy..

and my funny fishy!!

(^^,)

I'll love you forever and ever!!

saranghae-yo, Donghae oppa!!

may your life be full of good luck and prosperity..

Sengil chuka hamnida~~

(^^,)

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shining star~~

no effin' way!!!

Mood : drooling..


oh my effin' GOD!!
Lee Dong Hae is the HOTTEST GUY ever, period!





he's the one on the right, btw..
and he's wearing sleeveless!

warning, fangirl-ing begins now..



aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
\(>0<)/
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

imagine me doing this in a high pitch sequel..
you may lose your hearing..
hahahaha..


the video above is recent, 17/7/09 during Super Junior Super Show II in Korea..
and there's even news of them extending their concert to Malaysia!!
wuhooo!!!
I seriously hope they come, coz I so wanna see them live..
please Oppa's, come see me in Malaysia?.. *pouts*
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I'm Yours!!!

Mood : loved~~


this vid might be old but I don't mind..
hohohoho..
I only wish you could be mine..
I'd be the happiest girl alive!!
(^^,)




the way he talks is just so dem cute man..
geramnya!!! X)
I probably shouldn't fantasize about him coz it'll never come true, but I can't help myself..
I'm like, totally in love with him!!
help me please..

Donghae Oppa, Saranghae!!!!!!

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It's You!!

Mood : hotness alert!!


this is the recent video I got of Super Junior..
it's their first It's You performance, from 3rd Album Repackaged..



they all look smoking HOT!!
Donghae just looks weird in that pants but HOT none-the-less..
(^^,)
their new song is also catchy, kindda like Sorry Sorry..
if I were to choose between the two, I would definitely say that Sorry Sorry is my favourite..
to prove my point, I include here Sorry Sorry's last performance for you to see..
but it's a Remix version, just so you know..
still awesome though!!




keep up the good work guys!!
saranghae Super Junior..
SuJu Hwaiting!!!
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something new in life..

Mood : really?..

hahaha..
I played with the HTML and I got this..
not originally mine, I got it from a free blogger template site and this awesome template happens to be created by Gvalkyrie..
thanks a whole lot..

first of all, I would like to say I'm sorry to Feshnie who created my previous header for this blog..
loving Donghae, it was also hard for me to let the header go..
but all I need now is something new, a change to justify my stand which is,
LIFE MOVES ON..
hahahaha..
so this new layout does make an impact..
don't worry, I'll still be posting pictures of Donghae as my mood pic so people who came to my blog to see him can still do that..
I mean, come on!..
I can't throw away my favourite, cool, hot, sexy, lovable, corky, funny and most amazing K-Pop entertainer of all times right?..
hahaha!!
way exaggerating, but that's how I feel about my Donghae-shi~~
saranghae-yo Donghae oppa.. (^^,)

anyways, back to topic..
I'll play around with more HTML and stuff later when I have time..
Ill have music, and pictures, and videos and other cool stuff..
this is called planning aheaddddd~~
hahahaha..
I'm kindda busy now with the packing-my-bag-thingy..
I haven't pack a single shirt in my bag yet..
talk about procrastination!!
hahaha..
man, I have got to get less lazy dowh..
I'll wound up being heavy if I don't change now..

talking about heavy..
I want to tell you about a reality show I've been watching on Hallmark channel..
it's called 'The Biggest Loser'..
to tell you in detail about this show might take a while, so I'm gonna post it in a different entry..
maybe right after this, if I'm feeling in the typyish mood, or maybe afterwards..
which ever it is, I'll post it up soon..
but man, were those contestants heavyyyy...

to end todays entry, I want to share a picture with you guys.. (^^,)



it ain't pretty..
wakakakakakaka!!
time to mate for them cicaks..
deng, it was hidious..
peace out~~
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shining star~~

Super Junior - 3rd Album is out!!

Mood : Overly thrilled!!

being a fan girl of the famous K-Pop 13 member band, Super Junior, the only thing i could say after the release of their new album was, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(>o<)

the awesomeness of their new single, Sorry Sorry was like, aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
their song has a new feel, something different and BEYOND expectations..
their new MV was released recently in Youtube so i took the liberty to post it here..
it's like, AWESOME!!!
(^^,)





as you can see, i included the translated version and the karaoke version so you can try singing with them..
it's their new single catchy?!!
and try looking for Dong Hae, he's just so.... HOT!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
fan girl scream.. (^^,)
i missed them so much, and they haven't been together working on a single album together since they had to work on different stuff related to the sub groups, SuJu M and SuJu H, and also dramas and DJ-ing..
so this is really awesome..

but if you view closely, Heechul and Kibum weren't dancing in the MV..
i've been surfing around and it seems that Kibum didn't rehearse for the dance because he had to return to USA due to the health conditions of his mother..
and Heechul is romoured that his leg is acting up again, making him unable to dance much..
whatever it is, i wish him speedy recovery..
and also Kibum's mum to get better..

anyways, Super Junior had their comeback performance at Music Bank on 13th March 2009..
i found the vid on Youtube so i'm posting it here..
look out for Donghae-oppa..
he's wearing glasses in the first song, Why I Like You..
and the second song, he was wearing a gray vest, looking awesome as usual..
he's just like so, SMOKING HOT!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
fan girl scream again.. hehehe.. sorry for that..
here's the vid..





hope you guys enjoyed their new singles and hopefully their new album as a whole..
i'm thinking of buying the album when i go to Malacca..
hope it's not too expensive.. (T.T)

thanks again for reading my blog..
you guys are awesome..
SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!!!!
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Happy Birthday to You!!!~~

Mood : crazily happy!! (>_<)

i like this picture of Donghae..
it's crazy cute..
hehehe..
neways, on to the second update..

i want to wish Happy 18th Birthday to my sister, Aini a.k.a. Feshnie..
she celebrated her birthday last Saturday, 3rd January 2009..



great cake huh..
i choose it for you..
a cake that i can't eat.. (T_T)
well~~
i hope now that you're actually 18, you can be more mature..
you already have someone, learn to be tolerant..
hehehe..
may Allah s.w.t. bless you and also our family..

Selamat Hari Jadi,
Happy Birthday to You,
Saranghaneun Uri Aini,
Tanjobi Omedato!!!!

yay!!!!!!!!!!!

Donghae & Sungmin have something to give you..



and on a recent note, good luck with your driver's license!!
you get to be the driver next time..
huahuahuahua!!!!

loving you forever,
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shining star~~