Thursday, January 7, 2010

the power of.......

Mood : different

do you know what is the most amazing power we have as humans?..
something that can effect our lives, while also effecting others?..
it's just a small power that we sometimes neglect to be thankful for, yet without this power, we can't live our life normally..
what is this amazing power?..
it's the power of choices

we make choices everyday, from small to big things..
wear blue or green today?..
car or bus?..
buy or sell?..
love or hate?..
sad or happy?..

dedicated to Shah..
I didn't forget you, but I choose to keep quiet..

previously, I had a few problems that made me emotional and I expressed it here..
it made people feel depressed knowing that I am depressed, and it made some mad at the little things I take to heart..
others were just confused..
my point here is,
I chose to be depressed, previously..
sulking, crying, wondering what I did wrong..
but in truth, I could just choose to be happy..
not for the misfortune that came over me, but the thoughts that, even though I had this problem, I still have others supporting me, giving me strength to carry on..
encouraging me to smile and be positive again..
and I am very thankful for that..

I'd like to say thanks to everyone who commented in my previous post..
click their name to go to their blog..
just so you know, I'm not romantically involve with anyone, but I do have issues that I have to deal with..
I'm just waiting for a message or a call that never came..
but nevermind, not everyone likes us and wants to be friends with us..
hey, at least I tried to make amends..
I hope wherever you are, I sincerely wish you all the best..
you deserve that..

now to focus on the days ahead..
I want to change my life, and the vibes around me..
it's been attracting too much negativity, and it's suffocating me..
therefore, as of now, with you awesome people as my witness,

because happiness is a choice..
and I want to be happy..
I want to mean all my smiles and laughs..
I want to feel happy when I make others smile..
I have loads of things to be grateful for..

besides, life is short, so live it to the fullest with all the happiness you can muster..
shining star~~


sHaH said...

i know i have been a bit harsh about this whole thing.
the point is..
i want u to realise that u r not alone and stop making those petty statement of urself in ur blog.
this is seriously not my najmie that i know.
where is the crazy girl that gave me comfort wen i needed the most?
where is the girl that stand up for what she believes?
and where is the girl that would spread the happiness though the day filled with sadness?

it's soooo not u dear..
u r better than that.
i dun mind ur not sharing this whole thing with me.
but believe me, it's not gonna solve anything.
i went thru worst last semester.
n it affected my result.
i dun want u to do the same stupid mistake i made.
u r better than that.

i'll definitely nag if i see.
geram tau!!
aku ciyom jugak budak ni karang!!!

Khairi said...

choices tailed by efforts. I can't choose to be rich tomorrow. Definitely, babe.

The same weight goes to happiness. Heart is a living thing inside you, it has its own energy that can drive you in or out, happy or sad.

Feeling sad and humane reaction towards it, is normal. Your friend should expect you to go mad because of it. That's normal. Like fire burning our skin.

What you can choose at that point is whether to express it out, or you can just go inside your room and bite your pillow as much as you can and come out after that neutrally.

One good book: The Power of.. NOW.

Wahida K said...

credit to me!!!!!
you didn't say that i took the picture....wuwuwuwu.....
how could you? wishes to your new happy days....while i have many jobs to do....

k.A said...

good. hidup dgn gembira eh :)

lieya orange M.I. said...

...dont choose to be depressed, bcoz will effect you another day...
...hope u happy always...=D

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

seriously, i agree on that..its us who will colors our way...hehe

feshnie said...

The entry still felt depressing. Even though you said something along the bold line of


Oh, you're welcome.

HIZAMI said...

epyII selalu k?
jgn sedeyII.

ti muke berked0t.
da x c0mel.
ti mkn byk.
da x kur0s.
ti 0wez m00dy.
da x gumbira.


Just_najmiE said...


yeah, it's so not me kan?.. hehe..
don't worry, I'm changing now.. I'm being genuinely happy now, laughing n smiling like usual.. oit, don't nag me la!! haha.. I won't let it jeopardize my grades, I promise.. (^^,)

so when will we meet?.. you owe me a movie and dinner tau!.. hahaha.. =P

Just_najmiE said...


everything is a choice, one way or the other.. and I have done the whole crying in my room with my pillow n all, it feels good but doesn't stay long..

so now I choose to be happy.. (^^,)

and thanks!.. I'll look into the book mentioned..

Just_najmiE said...


fine, the picture of shah an me is taken by my lil sis, Wahida.. sekian.. haha.. =P

Just_najmiE said...


thanks dear.. (^^,)

Just_najmiE said...

lieya orange M.I..

that's true.. thanks!.. and hope u're always happy too.. (^^,)

Just_najmiE said...

rAy jR...@...Aliff..

u're so true.. we colour our own future, our own life.. thanks for sharing!

Just_najmiE said...


muahahaha, yeah, a bit depressing.. but it's better then the previous ones right?.. =P

Just_najmiE said...


thanks dear, I'll stay happy.. you too ok?.. (^^,)

hahaha, mana da gemuk, I've lost 4 kg already tau.. haha.. but thanks for the reminder..


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