Mood : different
do you know what is the most amazing power we have as humans?..
something that can effect our lives, while also effecting others?..
it's just a small power that we sometimes neglect to be thankful for, yet without this power, we can't live our life normally..
what is this amazing power?..
it's the power of choices
we make choices everyday, from small to big things..
wear blue or green today?..
car or bus?..
buy or sell?..
love or hate?..
sad or happy?..
dedicated to Shah..
I didn't forget you, but I choose to keep quiet..
previously, I had a few problems that made me emotional and I expressed it here..
it made people feel depressed knowing that I am depressed, and it made some mad at the little things I take to heart..
others were just confused..
my point here is,
I chose to be depressed, previously..
sulking, crying, wondering what I did wrong..
but in truth, I could just choose to be happy..
not for the misfortune that came over me, but the thoughts that, even though I had this problem, I still have others supporting me, giving me strength to carry on..
encouraging me to smile and be positive again..
and I am very thankful for that..
I'd like to say thanks to everyone who commented in my previous post..
k.A, judiene, fitriah, feshnie, hizami, ichiban, strawberry, arque, eazy, shah, sis sumi, syaf and kak ijah..
click their name to go to their blog..
just so you know, I'm not romantically involve with anyone, but I do have issues that I have to deal with..
I'm just waiting for a message or a call that never came..
but nevermind, not everyone likes us and wants to be friends with us..
hey, at least I tried to make amends..
I hope wherever you are, I sincerely wish you all the best..
you deserve that..
now to focus on the days ahead..
I want to change my life, and the vibes around me..
it's been attracting too much negativity, and it's suffocating me..
therefore, as of now, with you awesome people as my witness,
I NOW CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY..
because happiness is a choice..
and I want to be happy..
I want to mean all my smiles and laughs..
I want to feel happy when I make others smile..
I have loads of things to be grateful for..
besides, life is short, so live it to the fullest with all the happiness you can muster..