say NO to THEM!

Mood : liberal

hey ho awesome peeps, how was your weekend?..

I hope you had a great time relaxing at home or going out with your friends, or whatever you guys did..

and I hope you had fun doing those activities, and didn't waste much money..

if you did, next time send the money to me, to help people in need, which is ME!

hahahahaha..

=DD

well anyway, since I'm studying in UUM, Kedah, my weekend starts on Friday, not the usual Saturday..

I spent it on half a day of makeup workshop held by MISC residential hall, UUM..

wasn't that great, but it was okay I guess..

loads of women turned up for the event, almost a full house..

lots of Malay and Chinese, Indians being a minor..

among all these beautiful birds, were 4 flightless birds, the softies..

believe me, they were an eyesore..

in an ocean of women, they -the 4 'men'- stuck out like a sore thumb..

I clearly loath them for being there..

I'm not being judgmental..

I don't mind if the guy is a softy yet straight, but putting on makeup??

that's just taking it too far!

putting on powder, eyeshadow and lip gloss, holding a handbag and doing catwalks?

what the hell is that??!

next thing you know, they'll end up like this..

they may look pretty, but they are artificial..

they are FAKE, people!

don't be fooled..

they aren't original, no matter how hard they tried..

no botox, plastic surgery or hormone pills will change you into a woman..

you're still a guy, through and through..

so act like one!

with the depleting number of men out there, finding a straight guy is hard due to 'men' like these..

'they' tend to target straight men on social websites like Facebook, MySpace, Tagged, and even blogs..

some even have no feeling of shame and approach guys point blank..

'they' somehow made it a goal to change straight men to gays, especially handsome or cute guys..

hence the reason Holloywood is now filled with 'them'..

but I'm not concerned about them Holloywood artists, they'll be ashes anyway..

but the Asians, it's not the way of life here, it goes against so many religion, not just Islam..

please find your way back, life is too short to make this mistake..

I don't know why I had the sudden urge to post this topic..

but I guess I had to, keeping it bottled up did no good..

and I had an inspiration when I read Fatul's blog post somewhere similar to this topic..

oh, not to mention Syahir regarding being bothered by gays..

fyi, they are guys and they're hating it..

well guess what, we girls hate it more..

from my observation and reading, the reasons these 'men' turned this way were:-

1) rejected by women they loved

2) betrayed by women

3) born with the instincts

4) being a woman has more choices

5) want to be understood and loved

this is based on my reading and observation..

but between you me, these are pretty much LAME excuses..

so what a girl dumps you, big deal..

move on la..

as they say, 'there are more than one fish in the sea..'

errr, wait, I think fishes are not the best example here..

hahahaha..

well, you get my point..

=DD

I myself have been dumped and rejected by men somewhere in my life, but you don't see me turning into a lesbian, now do you?..

it comes back down to choices..

if you choose to be gay or a shemale, then you choose your future that way..

you can't blame instincts, you can't blame anyone..

it's the choice YOU made..

so now, choose to be straight again..

I personally know a guy how was gay and a shemale previously, but now turned straight..

he even has a girlfriend and living happily..

see?..

it's a CHOICE..

life itself is a choice..

so choose wisely..

(^^,)

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shining star~~

I tried, I honestly did..

Mood : ignored

I want to be happy again..

right now I'm just wearing a mask, a happy mask..

I smile and laugh when it seems to be needed..

I crack jokes and make other people smile..

when in truth, I just want to cry..

yes, I've been secretly crying these past few days, but don't tell my mum..

nah, she'll read this anyway, so who cares?

my heart isn't happy..

I feel lost, and think about weird things at times..

heh, ironic how negativity found a new friend this new year..

I want my positivity back..

I want to smile, and laugh, and MEAN IT..

I don't like to be plastic anymore..

I want to be happy..

I want to be happy, just like you..

you're happy now, aren't you?

yeah, I bet you are..

*sigh*

once upon a time, I was happy..

but will my happiness return tomorrow?..

or the next day?..

or the day after that?..

will I mean my every smile after this?..

we'll never know..

so much for a bright 2010 huh?..

sumpah, ironi gila!

heh..

p/s :- I tried, I honestly did.. whatever it is, whatever I did to push you away, I'm honestly sorry, from the bottom of my broken heart.. and I never told anyone about our conversation.. it's still our secret.. now it's up to you for the next step..

p/s/s :- I have always hated goodbyes.. you know that, right?..

rampaging hormones

Mood : alone

look at this picture..

this is me..

don't I look happy?..

shit..

the picture of me is lying..

I'm depressed..

yes, I'm emotional..

can't help it since I'm a woman..

pfttt..

whatever it is, I just want to say I'm truly sorry..

we may have different views on certain issues and things but it doesn't mean that we can't be friends..

besides, arguments always make it interesting for us..

don't you agree?..

hurmmm..

just, find me when you forgive me..

till then......

I'll be here, depressed..

*sigh*

sorry..

heh, good mood to start a new year huh?..

whatever..

later~~

p/s :- don't ask why or who, coz I'm not telling..