Mood : sleepy
I've noticed that I usually blog before I go to sleep..
I don't know why tho, maybe it's coz I get the mood right then n there, all 'mamai'..
I have nothing much to blog about as of recent, just things related to my life that I dunno how to share em with here..
I dunno, a lot of things are in my head right now, and mostly jumbled and mixed together..
they're tangled, and I can't pull em apart..
maybe that's my life right now, and all I have to do is one simple thing..
maybe being who I am right now is not the best thing..
maybe there's more I can do with my life, things that I haven't done or tried yet..
maybe I have to change the ways I do things in my life, to make it more stable..
maybe I need support other than my family..
maybe I need someone..
great, more things to think about..
and I noticed that I've been evil and insensitive to other people as of late..
I meant more evil, since I'm already evil to begin with..
sometimes accidentally, sometimes purposely..
I don't mean to do that, but it's a slip of the tongue..
maybe even wrong choice of words..
but whatever it is, I'm truly deeply sorry if I hurt you..
please accept my deepest apologies..
ok lah, I'm off..
I'd like to wish everyone a happy Awal Muharam..
what's your new year resolution?..
night awesome people..
love you guys..