all the maybes in the world

Mood : sleepy

I've noticed that I usually blog before I go to sleep..

I don't know why tho, maybe it's coz I get the mood right then n there, all 'mamai'..

I have nothing much to blog about as of recent, just things related to my life that I dunno how to share em with here..

I dunno, a lot of things are in my head right now, and mostly jumbled and mixed together..

they're tangled, and I can't pull em apart..

maybe that's my life right now, and all I have to do is one simple thing..

CHANGE..

maybe being who I am right now is not the best thing..

maybe there's more I can do with my life, things that I haven't done or tried yet..

maybe I have to change the ways I do things in my life, to make it more stable..

maybe I need support other than my family..

maybe I need someone..

maybe..

great, more things to think about..

haishh..

and I noticed that I've been evil and insensitive to other people as of late..

I meant more evil, since I'm already evil to begin with..

hoho..

sometimes accidentally, sometimes purposely..

I don't mean to do that, but it's a slip of the tongue..

maybe even wrong choice of words..

but whatever it is, I'm truly deeply sorry if I hurt you..

please accept my deepest apologies..

I'm sorry..

ok lah, I'm off..

I'd like to wish everyone a happy Awal Muharam..

what's your new year resolution?..

night awesome people..

love you guys..

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shining star~~