you have very nice eyes.. NOT

Mood : Relieved

Assalamualaikum and good day awesome peeps.. it's my second week of work here as a Research Assistant in UUM.. it's been okay, not too laid back, not too busy either.. it's an okay workload.. hehe.. so last week I had some kind of irritation in my eyes, which I first thought was due to a collection of dust in my eyes.. I put some eye drops and it got better.. but a few days later, the irritation came back.. even after I put some eye drops, the irritation is still there.. my eyes were a bit red, and it hurts to blink sometimes.. turns out, there was a little growth on the top of my inner eyelids.. is it a tumor ftw?! omg scary! it caused the irritation in my eyes, and it got a little bigger each day.. I was worried, hence the reason for visiting the doctor today.. whee!~~ (^^,)

I had to wait around half an hour before actually going inside the doctors room.. apparently, they're having an annual sports thingy, so only a few doctors were available at that time in Pusat Kesihatan Universiti (PKU), UUM.. whatever.. so when I got in, the doctor asked, 'what's up?..' I told him about the eye infection thingy and he lit a flashlight up in my eyes and prodded around.. and the verdict is?.. styes, or formally know as ketumbit in Malaysia.. now, what is it about this styes or ketumbit?.. well, let me shed some light on the subject, quoted from eyecaresource.com..

styes are bacterial infections that lead to the obstruction of oil producing glands around the eyelids. Styes are seen as small bumps on the eyelids. Styes (also called "sty") are usually harmless and will go away after several days on their own as your body fights the infection. there are some cases where surgical draining of the stye or the application of antibiotic drops may be required. to prevent styes in the eye; always washing hands before touching the eyes and keeping good eye hygiene, especially for contact users.

eye stye symptoms

- redness accompanied by slight pain and tenderness

- swelling of a certain area which usually appears as a bump

- tearing of the eye

- discomfort when blinking

- sensitivity to light

eye sytes treatment

- apply warm compresses for several minutes 3 to 4 times daily

- application of prescribed antibiotic drops may also be used to help fight the infection

- surgical drainage of the stye may also be necessary if the stye is not responding to treatment

my doctor told me that I might be infected by this disease due to change in weather and climate or unhygienic care of my eyes.. errr, this I have to agree with.. being someone who uses eye make up in daily wear, I actually don't have any liquid eye makeup removal, it finished a few months ago.. I use Johnson&Johnsons baby oil to get rid of my make up after a days work.. I didn't think about residual effects such as styes, I just used it cause it was effective and cheap.. guess I have to buy the removal liquid soon.. got any brand recommendation that is effective yet affordable?.. I'm on a tight budget you know, huhu..

well, it's a good thing the styes were in the beginning stage, if I didn't get any treatment, I might end up like this....

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scary!
(>.<) okay, back to work people!

p/s :- I'll update about my activities last Friday.. I met the Sultan of Kedah weih! =D
p/s/s :- will go swimming today after work, if it doesn't rain lah.. wanna come with?.. =)

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people are going to hate me for this

Mood : shy

assalamualaikum, good morning awesome peeps!.. errm, yeah, people are going to hate me for this, but I feel like I can't contain it any longer.. I'M IN LOVE!.. really, I'm not lying.. I feel like I'm floating on air when I think about my love, about what he's doing, about what he's wearing, about his smile, the twinkle in his eyes, his everything.. sighhh, I'm so in love.. (^^,) but sadly, I have to share him with other women as well, around 20,000 or more of them.. it's tragic really, but I have no choice.. he's just someone who has to be loved by many to attain his full potential..

want to see who my love is?.. the person I'm falling heads over heels with?..

Lee Dong Hae, born October 15, 1986.. he's older than I am, so he's my oppa.. hehe.. he's from South Korea, born in Mokpo, Jeollanam.. hebecame popular from a Korean boyband Super Junior, this amazing singer, dancer, and sometimes actor, made his father's dream come true, being a singer.. sadly, his father passed away in August 2006.. he debuted with Super Junior in 2005, with 11 other trainees, but added Kyuhyun, the last member of the group making the total of Super Junior as 13.. he's a really talented dancer, which you can see from all the Super Juniors music video, you'll see that he's one of the 4 best dancers in the group, alongside Shindong, Eunhyuk and Hankyung.. he also was involved in acting in a few music videos such as SNSD's Kissing You MV.. he was so cute in that, dancing Don't Don a little while the girls fight over him.. hehehe..

see my love in the middle?.. isn't he so so lovable?.. he looks like an angel.. he sooooo can be a model I tell you.. his complexion, his smile, his personality, it's just so perfect.. Donghae oppa, saranghae! but, errr.. kyuhyun looks cute too in this pic, the one behind Donghae.. Eunhyuk just looks weird.. =P

Shindong, Kyuhyun, Heechul, Eunhyuk and Donghae..

to all the Super Junior fans, the Ever Lasting Friends (E.L.F.s), I am happy to share all my boys with you.. I am honoured to have the chance to know them, and to love them, especially Donghae.. even though Super Junior is no longer 13, they'll always he our 13oys..
Super Junior, SARANGHAE!


p/s :- do you hate me?.. (T^T)

p/s/s :- sorry for not going to your blogs, my internet connection at home is down, so I can only access from the office, which has its limitation.. I can't view nor comment on any blog, not even my blog, thus explaining my not replying the comments on my previous posts.. sorry for any inconvenience.. I'll swing by your blog once the internet at home is fixed, okay?.. (^^,)

p/s/s :- I have a meeting at 12pm.. gotta get ready.. after today ends, I would have worked for 5 days, and is getting RM47 for each day, you do the math.. yay, money in pocket, me likey! =D

can you give this to me as a present? pretty please~~ (T^T)

Mood : in awe

assalamualaikum and good morning awesome peeps!.. it's a wonderful day today, so smile and be thankful you're still alive to see a Tuesday.. (^^,) I'm currently in my office, on my 3rd day of work.. 1st day of work, nothing much to do, 2nd day, I did a lot of research for my boss regarding poverty and effects of education on poor family, and today I'll continue with where I stopped yesterday.. but I thought I'd update my blog first before continuing with my research.. and no worries, I'll be online on Facebook so you can still get in touch with me there, you know, in case you miss me or something.. hehehe..

so, yesterday while talking to a friend of mine, who's into horses as I am but is wayyyy more knowledgeable about horses, he sent me video of Arabian horses on my FB profile, and it made me interested to do some searching about them.. omg, the horses were magnificent! the body, the colour, the stature, it's all to die for.. so I went online and got some really awesome pictures of Arabian horses for your eyes, my awesome blog readers, so enjoy! (^^,)

my favourite kind of horse, a white Arabian horse.. it's better if it's a stallion, so cool if I can have this horse as my own ftw! okay, day dreaming here.. (^o^)~~ or does someone out there want to give me this horse a present?..

as you can see, the nose on the Arabian horse is different from other breeds, as they have to adapt to the desert and sand.. plus their back is shorter and their body are more compact.. quoted from Wikipedia, Arabian horses have refined, wedge-shaped heads, a broad forehead, large eyes, large nostrils, and small muzzles.. most display a distinctive concave or "dished" profile.. many Arabians also have a slight forehead bulge between their eyes, called the "jibbah" by the Bedouin, that adds additional sinus capacity, believed to have helped the Arabian horse in its native dry desert climate.. another breed characteristic is an arched neck with a large, well-set windpipe set on a refined, clean throatlatch.. this structure of the poll and throatlatch was called the mitbah or mitbeh by the Bedouin, and in the best Arabians is long, allowing flexibility in the bridle and room for the windpipe..

but this black one is so majestic, the coat and fur is so shiny, and the body, OMGG really strongly built!! oh, notice the tail sticking in the air?.. it's one of the distinctive quality of Arabian horses, and it really sets them apart from other breeds.. plus, well-bred Arabians have a deep, well-angled hip and well laid-back shoulder.. most have a compact body with a short back.. some, though not all, have 5 lumbar vertebrae instead of the usual 6, and 17 rather than 18 pairs of ribs.. thus, even a small Arabian can carry a heavy rider with ease.. Arabians usually have dense, strong bone, sound feet, and good hoof walls..

Arabian horses are really the most magnificent breed there is in the world, and is the most oldest.. they are said to be hot-blooded horses, and like other hot-bloods, Arabians' sensitivity and intelligence enable quick learning and greater communication with their riders.. however, their intelligence also allows them to learn bad habits as quickly as good ones, and do not tolerate inept or abusive training practices..

some sources claim that it is more difficult to train a "hot-blooded" horse such as the Arabian, Thoroughbred, Barb or Akhal-Teke.. however, most Arabians have a natural tendency to cooperate with humans, but when treated badly, like any horse, they can become excessively nervous or anxious, though seldom become vicious unless seriously spoiled or subjected to extreme abuse.. at the other end of the spectrum, romantic myths are sometimes told about Arabian horses that give them near-divine characteristics..

now you know why I want an Arabian horse so so much.. but get one thing straight, this does not change the fact that I have and always will love Martina, my other half, who came from Argentina.. her tail might not stick up in the air when she prance around but she's just as lovable.. she's awesome too, and she'll always be first before other horses for me.. LOVE YOU MARTINA!! and no, I'm not a lesbian, please take note.. =P

okay, back to work people, research papers are not going to find themselves you know.. cheers! (^^,)

Sunday and Teachers' Day

Mood : famished

assalamualaikum, happy day awesome peeps!.. it's a Sunday!.. it's the weekends, I can sleep in late and go out lepak-ing with my friends at malls or Pizzahut!.. it's such a great Sunday! okay, tipu.. I'm in Kedah, so Sunday is a working day here, unlike the other states in Malaysia.. so I'm currently in an office, working, so they say.. yet I'm here updating my blog.. hahaha.. okay, truthfully, there's not much work to be done yet since I have to call certain people to know what my work is, and the certain people are busy with stuff thus making me unable to know what kind of work needs to be done in order to make me look busy ftw.. did you say all of that in one breath?.. hehehe.. so what did I do in the office since this morning?.. I printed some information for the boss, then when online and cam whored.. not much done really..

the quality of the laptops camera is quite low, mind you, so this is the best I can give you..

I'm sitting at this far end of the office, in a cubicle next to Nel, a practical student here.. the other workers are pretty busy typing some documents, printing stuff, organizing folders etc, unlike me.. =P I told Nel I don't know what job I have to do yet, and she laughed and said, then relax, no need to worry, you'll be busy when you're busy.. hehehe.. so yeah, I'm not going to worry my pretty little head about it yet.. eh eh, plus my boss said, since I'm a research assistant, I don't really need to come to work in the office, I can work from where ever, even the library or at home. all I need to do is punch in and punch out everyday.. so after this I can just work from home, if I am not needed in the office.. cool ain't it?.. sila jeles sekarang.. =DD

before I go, I want to wish Happy Teachers' Day to all of them awesome people who have taught me a lot since I was small.. thanks a million to my mum and dad for teaching me how to potty, how to play nice with others, and how to love.. thanks to my teachers from primary school, to my English and Maths teacher in SK Jitra who used to pinch my tummy when I'm noisy in class, may you rest in peace.. thanks to Mrs Ahmed from Sherwood Elementary School, Memphis Tennessee for coping with my lack of English when I got to the states, to all my Secondary School teachers in SMK Jitra,my BM teacher for understanding my needs as a teenager..
thanks to my lecturers in KPM Melaka for guiding me through my 3 years away from Kedah.. my mentor Puan Suraini Saiaa for being a lovable mentor to me and my friends, to Mr Salehan for appreciating my English, Puan Suryanti for being patient in teaching me Accounts, and to all the other lecturers in KPMM.. and even though I'm still new in UUM, I want to thank all the lecturers who taught me in 1st and 2nd semester.. I may have not focused too much on you while in class, but the knowledge you gave me was very valuable..

thanks a million again everyone.. and I ask of you to bless me in my years to come..
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!
(^^,)