I just found him! =D

Assalamualaikum and hello! ^^

I know it's been forever since I blogged, lost my interest in it at the moment, so sorry bout that.. but I feel like I just have to have to HAVE TO share this awesome vid with you guys! OMG I'm super excited! ^^

so I was online surfing Youtube and following one of YT artist that I super adore, Tiffany Alvord ftw when I noticed she uploaded a new cover she did on Katy Perry's song, The One That Got Away.. she did the cover in a duet form and she asked the most awesome person ever to do the cover with her, CHESTER SEE!! omg omg omg omg !! I was blown away by that cover, like SERIOUSLY! =D

hence the reason for this post, so I can share with you guys! ^^

do enjoy the sugar cookie dough that is Chester Lee.. so yummeh for the tummeh.. hahahaha

here are some links to find him..

FB - https://www.facebook.com/chesterseefanpage

YT - http://www.youtube.com/user/ChesterSee

my perfect imperfections

Assalamualaikum..

felt like blogging today.. I'm not a perfect person, I'm FAR from perfect.. I have zits and acne scars on my face, huge teeth and I laugh weird.. I talk fast when I'm nervous and I'm sarcastic, but I don't mind if you're sarcastic with me.. I'm not as sensitive or romantic like the other girls and I have more guy friends than girl friends.. I like cats and wish to adopt a tiger as my pet.. I like to talk to myself, I pretend that my phone is my boyfriend, I'm less than patient, I shout at random times and I don't like to do the dishes.. I think I'm funny but sometimes I'm really not.. my mum gets mad at me when I don't hang my clothes properly and my room isn't always tidy.. I'm not a good cook and I don't know how to make a dress like a fashion designer.. I like to waste time on the internet and stalk people on Facebook.. I love to smile and I don't always remember peoples names coz my memory isn't all that great.. I'm not skinny and I can't wear an S size dress or pants.. my thighs are huge and my stamina isn't great.. I sometimes have mood swings but you won't get to see them because I don't always show them to you.. I'm not perfect, i'm perfectly imperfect..

I know I'm lucky to have great friends and family who understands the real me, yet I feel like my life is incomplete.. I'm a lover, not a fighter.. yet I make the same mistakes in life when it comes to love.. and I'm tired, my heart is tired.. I want to forget you, forget the feelings I ever had for you, I really do.. I want my fairy tale ending, but I'm tired..

p/s : my heart is in lock down mode until I'm ready to fall in love again, or until I meet that person.. thanks.. =)

people are going to hate me for this

Mood : shy

assalamualaikum, good morning awesome peeps!.. errm, yeah, people are going to hate me for this, but I feel like I can't contain it any longer.. I'M IN LOVE!.. really, I'm not lying.. I feel like I'm floating on air when I think about my love, about what he's doing, about what he's wearing, about his smile, the twinkle in his eyes, his everything.. sighhh, I'm so in love.. (^^,) but sadly, I have to share him with other women as well, around 20,000 or more of them.. it's tragic really, but I have no choice.. he's just someone who has to be loved by many to attain his full potential..

want to see who my love is?.. the person I'm falling heads over heels with?..

Lee Dong Hae, born October 15, 1986.. he's older than I am, so he's my oppa.. hehe.. he's from South Korea, born in Mokpo, Jeollanam.. hebecame popular from a Korean boyband Super Junior, this amazing singer, dancer, and sometimes actor, made his father's dream come true, being a singer.. sadly, his father passed away in August 2006.. he debuted with Super Junior in 2005, with 11 other trainees, but added Kyuhyun, the last member of the group making the total of Super Junior as 13.. he's a really talented dancer, which you can see from all the Super Juniors music video, you'll see that he's one of the 4 best dancers in the group, alongside Shindong, Eunhyuk and Hankyung.. he also was involved in acting in a few music videos such as SNSD's Kissing You MV.. he was so cute in that, dancing Don't Don a little while the girls fight over him.. hehehe..

see my love in the middle?.. isn't he so so lovable?.. he looks like an angel.. he sooooo can be a model I tell you.. his complexion, his smile, his personality, it's just so perfect.. Donghae oppa, saranghae! but, errr.. kyuhyun looks cute too in this pic, the one behind Donghae.. Eunhyuk just looks weird.. =P

Shindong, Kyuhyun, Heechul, Eunhyuk and Donghae..

to all the Super Junior fans, the Ever Lasting Friends (E.L.F.s), I am happy to share all my boys with you.. I am honoured to have the chance to know them, and to love them, especially Donghae.. even though Super Junior is no longer 13, they'll always he our 13oys..
Super Junior, SARANGHAE!


p/s :- do you hate me?.. (T^T)

p/s/s :- sorry for not going to your blogs, my internet connection at home is down, so I can only access from the office, which has its limitation.. I can't view nor comment on any blog, not even my blog, thus explaining my not replying the comments on my previous posts.. sorry for any inconvenience.. I'll swing by your blog once the internet at home is fixed, okay?.. (^^,)

p/s/s :- I have a meeting at 12pm.. gotta get ready.. after today ends, I would have worked for 5 days, and is getting RM47 for each day, you do the math.. yay, money in pocket, me likey! =D

my HOT new boyfriend..

Mood : babies

(wtf?? tu bukan mood la sengal!)

I have quite a few surprises that I want to share with you..

I don't really know how to tell you guys..

it's just..... bizarre!

but I'm truly grateful that it happened to me..

uncle S, thanks a billion!!

(^^,)

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my new boyfriend's name is Nicky or Nick for short..

he just recently came into my life, very recent..

he's from Germany btw, hence his non-Malay name..

I met him at the Bayan Lepas airport last Friday..

and I have already love him with all my heart..

I'm just a sucker for those with a great and sexy HOT body!..

Nick is just so handsomely built, perfect in my hands..

the slightest touch can send shivers up my spine..

god, he's just so great!

just by looking at him can shake the core foundation of my iman..

with every look and glance, his body just calls me to touch it, to feel it..

arghhh, it's hard to resist this temptation!

he's just the best and delicious boyfriend anyone could ask for..

but I'm glad that he's mine now..

meet my HOT new boyfriend, Nick..

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Nikon CoolPix L100..

gotcha!!

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shining star~~

Part 6:- I made my peace..

Mood : silly

I couldn't pay attention this morning..

but I managed to understand..

sometimes I spaced out and thought bout him..

and my eyes start to tear up..

but I held back..

gila ka apa nangis kat dalam kelas?..

huhuhu..

after class I went to HEP to handle my application to live outside of hostel..

the officer in charge wasn't there so I was told to fill in a memo..

there was this really cute guy at the table across from me..

I 'accidently' looked..

XD XD XD

his smile was so cute, like seriously..

his skin was clean fron any bombs.. eh?.. you know what I mean..

terus lupa kat problem aku..

hahahaha, fickle betul aku nih..

suddenly the cute guy said to me,

"ni Najmie kan?"

I was shocked!!

he knows me?..

like, woahhhhh..

it turns out he was a schoolmate of mine from 4 years back..

patut la macam familiar ja muka dia..

but still cute weih, seriously..

he talked really politely, and we did some catching up..

he wasn't from my course..

I was an IT student, he was a science student..

I only saw him near the schools hostel or at the canteen..

wasn't really interested coz I was with someone else back then..

hehehehe..

we talked a whole lot..

I was there like for 30minutes, just talking to the guy while filing in the memo..

but I didn't even know his name, yet he knows mine..

I don't know how or why he remembered me but it was nice to be remembered..

I found out later in the conversation that his name was Jat, short for Izzat I think..

cooliosss!!

I finished writing the memo and went on my way..

but I do hope he messages or calls me..

no no, I didn't get his number, nor did I gave him mine..

it was on the memo, and he knows it's there..

just a matter of him taking it and doing something bout it..

hohohoho..

but I don't think he'll call..

hahaha, saja gatal kan?..

XD XD XD

but meeting him sure lifted my spirits..

I'm not down and sulking anymore..

I know it's early to let go, but I've made my peace now about Kerol..

he's off with another girl right?..

and he's happy without me next to him..

so why sulk anymore?..

I might as well start looking for a replacement too, just like him..

I need someone too you know..

lagipun kat UUM nih gila bapak ramai yang hensem dowh, rambang mata aku kat library tadi..

besides, I'm a sucker for smart looking men wearing ties..

wahahahaha, kegatalan melanda!

XD XD XD

to all my friends out there, thank you for supporting me when I was down..

that's why you guys are so AWESOME!!

I'll always have you guys to love..

(^^,)

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shining star~~

butt kicking time!! XD

Mood : sejuk..


it's raining right now in UUM, so cold..
I recently joined WTF Taekwondo club and squash club..
good for my quest to lose weight..
hahaha!
my Taekwondo lessons will begin this Saturday, which is for starters..
there's also a fighters lesson, where they train students for tournaments..
that's on Thursday..
I'm gonna go to both..
I so miss kicking people!
muahahaha~~
both lessons are at 8.30 till 11pm at the library's foyer..
so UUM students, come see me kick butt!!
XD XD XD


on an unrelated story..
I sent my credit transfer form today..
I have successfully transferred 4 subjects,

TITAS,
Economics,
International Business
and Human Resource Management..

I think there's another subject I transferred but I forgot which one..
ehehehe..
the other 11 subjects are still under consideration, whether UUM accepts it or not..
if that happens, I might cut down on my study time in UUM from 4 years to 2 and a half years or 3 years..
my fingers are crossed, and hopefully I'll end early and start my Masters..
hohoho..


so since I transferred my credit for TITAS, I won't be seeing Affendy nemore..
(T_T)
there's only gonna be 1 class with him, which is Ethnics every Monday and Thursday at 5.00 till 6.30pm..
hohoho~~
I guess it's fine..
the crush phase is coming to an end..
there has been no feedback so I'm moving on..
unless something else unfolds, then it might never change..
ufufufufu~~
there are plenty more fish in the sea..
kan kan kan??!
(^^,)


well, I'm off!
gotta go to the gas station to fill in the tank and do some grocery..
and pick up Wahida from school..
my class starts at 5pm till 6.30pm..
huhhhhh~~
dudaii awesome people!
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shining star~~

A long post with Lotsa pictures!

Mood : lalala~~


it's been a while since I posted pictures of my life, so this is gonna be a long post, with lotsa pictures!
note, these pictures were not edited in any way coz I'm using my sisters' laptop and it doesn't have photoshop..
ufufufu~~


highlights of my pictures are :-
hostel room,
first day of class,
cam-whoring,
my mum n me,
and Harry Potter!!

so bear with me here..

meh bed in DPP SME Bank, Bukit Kachi..
16A 206..
cozy room and quite spacious..

meh keys and the book I read for a whole afternoon and evening..
awesome book btw from my favorite author, John Grisham..

cam-whoring at 7.15 in the morning before going to the one day orientation..

meh face with make-up..
is it too much? (>_<)

meh first day of TITAS class..
about 500 people in this class, gila ramai!
Affendy is in this picture, but his face is not clear..
the guy in brown pants, that's him..

with my friends, Farah in cream and Naz light purple..

my mum n me during a seminar in Alor Star..


we went to the movies today..
story of choice, Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince..
one word, AWESOME!!!!!!

with the stars..
there were lotsa people lined up near me, but I paid no attention to them..
slumber ja babe!
hahaha..

our ticket was at 12pm, the time shows that it's 11.40am..
we loitered at the bowling alley for a few minutes before heading to the cinema again..

I was too lazy to wear make-up, so excuse me!
lalalala~~
tapi muka macam nih, ada gak laki and tomboy nak usha ok?
hahaha.. :P

partners in crime, my sisters!
left to right, Intan, Kak Ijah and Wahida..

after the movie ended..
busted!
XD XD XD



people leaving the cinema..
ramai kan?

we went to my cousins house, met our niece, Quratul Ain..
ain't she adorable?..

comel kan?
macam mak teh dia!!
lalalala~~

a picture after just waking up from a nap..
hahaha..
ngantuk gila..


we left afterwards and got home at 5.15pm..
that's all people!
got to go to the library tomorrow to work on my assignment..
malasnya~~
(T_T)
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shining star~~

wheww!!~~

Mood : Bored.. DUH!


I'm currently in my mum's office at COB..
no class until 5 pm to 6.30pm, MIS at BK5..
so effin bored man!
I wanna go eat, tp malas..
hahaha..
saw Affendy again today, twice!
he was wearing stripes and looking fine as ever..
tapi segan nak tegur..
adehh..
never mind, later ja la..


I walked a lot today, sampai kaki melecet..
from Colgis building to Convention Hall at Bank Islam, to HEP to HEA to DKG3/2 to Computer Center to Library and now at my mum's office in COB..
fuhhh, penattttttt~~~
things I have accomplished are...

1) my application form to stay outside of hostel is being processed..
2 ) my learn care system in UUM portal is being processed..
3) my matrix card can now be used to enter the library and borrow books..
4) and I got a good burning of calories! haha!

I'm thinking of going to eat in a few minutes, before going to Convention Hall to get the application form and hand it over to HEP for further assessment..
so hungry..
then Imma walk around some more while waiting for 5pm..
tomorrow cuti weih!
hahaha!
toodles~~
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shining star~~

I'm a Survivor!!

Mood : chillin~~


today was my second day of class..
my class started at 2pm, which again, I got lost trying to find the way.. hahahaha!
but I'll get to that later..
let's start from the beginning of my day..


I went to the UUM clinic at 8.30am with 4 of my friends, two younger than me..
we had our medical checkup..
everything was perfectly normal up to the point where they drew blood to test for Hepatitis..
I was strong, then weak, then strong again..
hahahaha..
it's been a while since I drew blood or signed up for blood donation so that was fun..
and it didn't hurt, trust me..
the uncomfortable part of the checkup was the x-ray..
I had to strip off my clothes, the upper part to be exact, and it was really uncomfortable..
there were 6 of us, a Chinese girl included..
it was really really really uncomfortable..
but I lived!
hohoho~~


I went home around 11.45am after buying lunch with my mum..
I rushed to class around 1.45pm, and I got lost..
hahaha..
I thought I know my way around UUM since I've been living here for the past 3 years but nooooooo, I had to get lost!
well, personally, I think everyone who studies here had lost their way in UUM once in his or her lifetime, coz the place is freaking HUGE man!
so back to the story..

I walked up and down the stairs at Colgis building to find that goddem class, sweating like a monkey wearing a space suit and I was starting to get pissed!
the place is so complicated and classses are everywhere..
very hard for the students, exspecially ME..
don't they have a map of buildings and classes here?..
honestly!
well, I finally found the class with the help of my friend, Hanes..
we got to the class in one piece, thank god..
Process Writing, group L6..
got only 22 people in class, so awesome..
but the class was boring, I nearly nodded off..
(-_-) zzZZ


at 3.30pm, I dashed to my next class in DKG 2/3..
I found it and entered..
not much people and I made some friends..
they're all in semester 4 or 5, and I'm only in semester 1..
hurm, am I way over my head?..
hehehe..
no lah!
I already took the subject in my college, kinda like accounting..
we had to go into a group for a group assignment and I started to panic..
I don't know anyone!
so a guy came up to me and asked if I already had a group.. I said no..
he asked me to join his group and I said yes..
5 people, and I'm the only girl..
shocker there..
(-_-""
one of the members was a foreigner from Bangladesh..
his name is Syed..
he was awed by my English and is now my fan..
hahaha, NOT!
the guys were nice people and kinda funny..
lalalala~~


next class, Ethnics in DKG 3/1..
it was a big lecture hall, can fit about 700 people in one session, I think..
and it was almost full..
the lecturer was ok, funny once in a while..
the subject was also ok, bearable..
lotsa stuff to read and understand though..
but do you wanna know what the best is about this class?..
Affendy is in it!!
wuhooo!
hahahaha, kegatalan melanda..
if you don't know who he is, check out my previous post..
he looked so handsome in that dark blue buttondown shirt with that perfect hair and skin..
we made eye contact for about 5 seconds, and they were the best 5 seconds of my life!
hahahaha..
not really, but somewhat like that..
I'm sooooooo gonna talk to him..
hope he doesn't have a girlfriend yet, or worst, younger than me!
(o_0;;

well, I became the group leader in my Ethnic group..
big shocker there..
just because I'm noisy, doesn't really make me a leader..
but I like being a leader anyway, so we're good..
hehehe..
I'm pretty sure they picked me coz I stand out the most..
and coz I'm so AWESOME!
XD XD XD
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newbie ME

Mood : hello!!~~

today was my first day of class..

and such a hectic day it was..

my first class was at 8am this morning..

I got lost a few times trying to find the class but nothing can't be found if you ask for the direction..

hohoho~~

the first class was ok, quite fast but I managed to understand almost half of it..

Maths for Business, almost like Additional Math in school..

I saw the lecturer after class and asked if it was possible for me to get a copy of his notes..

he said to come by his office and get the copy..

I promised to come before 11am, before my 2nd class, but I couldn't keep that promise coz I was busy settling my DPP stuff..

had to go to 3 different offices in 3 different places to get a damn form..

finally got it at HEA building near the library..

the 2nd class was at 11am in DKG 3/2..

my friends and I walked and search like hell..

took us about 10 minutes to find the place and when we got there, the first word uttered from my mouth was, 'Woah!'

the place was HUGE and packed with people!

about 500 people in one single class!!

gila ramai kot..

I took pictures but didn't have time to transfer them..

later maybe..

you know, being a single girl, my eyes were everywhere, scanning male faces..

I'm such a sucker for fair skinned guys with nice hair..

hahahaha!!

got a guy on my watch list..

his name is Affendy if I'm not mistaken, but I haven't talked to him yet..

he's not from my program but we do have a class together..

I'm sooooo gonna talk to him..

hahahaha~~

kegatalan melanda..

after class, I went to the nearest cafe and ate lunch..

stumbled upon an old friend who happened to work there..

the guy who stole my first kiss.. (T_T)

he just finished his diploma and was working part time..

after lunch, I went to the COB office to enquire about add/drop subjects and credit transfers..

I only managed to complete the add drop, but not the credit transfer..

will do tomorrow.. plus the medical check up at 8.30am..

my first class tomorrow is at 2pm..

got 3 classes from 2 till 6.30pm..

uwaaaaaaaaaaa...

mesti otak tepu..

at 8.30pm, my sisters and I, Kak Ijah and Wahida went to Varsity Mall to check out the Entrepreneurial Expo or something..

oh, and Daphnee joined us..

we had loads of fun, walking around and not buying anything other then ice-cream and cake..

adehh, so much for dieting.. (-_-;;

alright awesome peoples, Imma go to sleep now..

goodnight..

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shining star~~