let's not....

mood : in need of a hug..

i seriously feel like cursing to the point of no return right now..
i'm just so freaking MAD!!!
WTF!!!
arghhhh!!!
my anger is directed to a lecturer of mine..
it's not really her fault, but she gave me false hope..

i got a letter from MARA today, concerning my shcolarship application to further my studies overseas..
it read..

'Adalah dimaklumkan bahawa dasar penajaan MARA di bawah Skim Pelajar Cemerlang ke institusi terkemuka luar negara telah mensyaratkan untuk permohonan peringkat iIazah Pertama, pemohon perlu memperolehi transkrip penuh di peringkat Diploma ataupun telah menamatkan pengajian di peringkat pengajian dahulu. Berdasarkan semakan, pemohonan saudari adalah tidak memenuhi syarat tersebut kerana masih dalam pengajian.

Sehubungan itu, bersesuaian dengan peruntukan semasa MARA yang amat terhad sebarang permohonan yang tidak memenuhi syarat yang ditetapkan tidak dapat dipertimbangkan buat masa ini.

Sekian, harap maklum.'

i was practically swearing while reading the letter..
WTF??!!!

my lecturer said that i would be considered for the scholarship, even when i pointed out the rule about fininshing my Diploma first, but she insisted that it was ok..
she said the college administration also encourged me to apply..
she even ensured me that i would absolutely recieve the scholarship from MARA due to my excellent grades and records..
and that's why i'm so mad at her!!
she gave me false hope!!!
now i'm all angry and feeling hatred..
this feeling sucks!!

OUT!!!
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not so shining star~~