There's a first time for everything - photoshoot

Mood : excited!

Assalamualaikum and hellowww Earthlings!.. wohoooo!~ =D yes2, I know what time it is, don't ask why I'm so hyper.. and nooooooo, I did not eat chocolates this late in the night to get sugar rush ftw.. hahaha..

back to the reason of this post..I was invited by a friend for a photoshoot a few days back.. it was somewhat out of the blue and short notice so I wasn't really fully prepared, hence the weird dress choice ftw.. (=_=;; so anyway, I'm not a professional model by far, not even close to an amateur model, I'm the suka suki model lah.. haha.. so this is my actually first time involved in a photoshoot by a professional photographer, BEN | Photography.. I really have no idea how to pose and my friend was like, "just be yourself and do any pose.. I'm just here to capture it.." I was like, "what?" LOL.. super effin blur.. hahaha.. but he did give me pointers as to how to stand, which leg goes in front, lean my body on which side, etc. so that was cool for a super duper noob like me.. LOL~

so without further ado, here are some pictures of my epic failed attempt to be a model, uploaded by my friend, Mr Ben!.. wheee!~ =D don't burn your eyes tho, viewer discretion is advised.. in case of emergency, please have a bucket next to you as I am not responsible for any vomiting on your part ftw.. hahaha.. =P

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anyway.....

all pictures belongs to my friend, Mr Ben and his company.. I was just there to try and experience the life of a model, not near enough to amateur.. but hey, like my title said, there's a first time to everything.. I had fun in the photoshoot and my friend is a really great photographer and all the pictures turned out great, despite my epic failed pose ftw.. hahaha.. and believe me, being a model, it's not as easy as it seems.. the different poses you have to think up of, the cameras you have to act in front of (I had 2 photographers with me), the people watching you, the sweat (lots of tissues required ftw!), the expectations, the dirt.. hahaha.. yeah, it's harder than it seems but it was fun.. you guys should give it a try, like, seriously!.. ^^ err, but don't follow me, I think I suck as a model.. hahaha

if any of you are in the Northern region, Jitra, Alor Setar, Changlun, Sungai Petani, Penang, etc. and would like to acquire the expertise of my friend and his company, you can check out his website BEN | Photography or even his Facebook page to directly ask about his packages.. don't worry, he doesn't bite.. at least I don't think so.. LOL..

so that's it for today.. wheeee!~ now to make myself busy with ducks and chickens!~ and dream of ice cream and chocolates while drinking 100plus!~ wohoooo!~ =D

okay, I'm irritated with myself, it must be the lack of sleep.. so, good night beautiful people!~ (^^,)

the floating balloon

Mood : empty

have you ever liked someone, to the point you thought he or she is your soul mate, the other half of your heart, the person to fill the space between your fingers, the person you want to spend your golden days with?.. every smile, laugh, smell, simple gestures, or annoying habits that the person does can fill your memories with happiness and make all the bad things in life seem to disappear?.. have you ever felt that?.. and you would always what to see him/her every day, if possible you don't want to leave his/her side?.. his/her joy is your joy, his/her sadness is your sadness.. you wish to give him/her everything you have, even though you don't have much..

but then you realized, that the person wasn't that into you, and does not share the same feelings that you have.. you're just the passing wind that was there to blow his/her kite so he/she could fly higher and eventually leave you.. sigh~

yeah, it sucks when that happens.. but hey, when life throws you off your horse, dust the dirt from your pants and get back on that horse.. yes, I know, the fall will hurt like hell, but hey, at least you know you won't make the same mistake again, am I right?.. (^^,) well, that is easier said than done, actually.. whatever it is, good luck to everyone who has this problem.. you can overcome this!.. jia you!! (^^,)

stalkers??

Mood : full

Assalamualaikum and hello awesome blog readers!.. wassups?.. I just finished eating dinner and now happily in front of the tv watching Fairly Legal on DIVA Universal.. it's an awesome show, btw, one of my favs.. coz, well, when I was younger, I aspired to be a lawyer.. true, Kate Reed is not a lawyer in that story, but she once was.. her job as a mediator is kinda cool too, and I love her super high confidence level and sense of humour!.. *admiration* (^^,) when I told my mum I wanted to be a lawyer, she said, 'find another profession..' so yeah, here I am in UUM, taking Bachelor of Entrepreneurship for 4 years.. (-__-;; but I still find law people fascinating, and have high brain capacity to memorize all the laws and sections.. you guys rock! =D

so anyway, on 29th May, one of my best friend my age from high school got married, so I went to her wedding in Jitra.. she and her younger sister got married on the same day so it's a 2 bride wedding.. the reception was quite grand and all, with silat show and even a DJ.. the 'pelamin' was set beautifully with great lighting and nicely made bedroom decor.. being a big wedding and all, they hired photographers and videographers to capture their happiness, you know, if that was even possible.. haha..

now you might wonder, what does this have to do with stalkers?.. wait haa, I'm coming to that.. huahuahua.. I arrived to her house around 2pm, there was a silat performance and the brides and bridegrooms were there eating at 'makan beradab'.. so of course there were many people who crowded the place to watch the performance, as well as the hired photographers.. when I walked up the driveway in my heels, I saw one of the photographer there with his big D90 shooting away, and for a glimpse second, I saw him look at me.. minding my own business, I walked around and said hi to my friend..

I never actually saw the photographer much after that, but apparently he stalked me and snap pictures.. see em to believe em! =D

I just got there, this is the first stalker photo from the photographer, Mr Ben.. I think I was trying to find my friend at this time..

then when my friend was on the pelamin, I was there to snap pictures of em, and he snapped pictures on me.. hahaha.. talk about stalking.. ^^

after a while, a girl will notice when the camera is pointed at her, so did I..

I was watching the bride greeting her friends and family who came to the wedding, and he snapped this stalker mode photo.. my cheeks are super chubby.. sigh~

so after that, I just posed for the camera and made friends with Mr Ben, hence why I have a copy of these pictures to share with you.. haha! =D

and don't have weird thoughts, this is in my friends bedroom, and they were doing a photoshoot with the photog.. I was just there to bother them and the photog ended up capturing this photo of me while they were taking a break.. hahaha..

all in all, having a stalker who is a professional photographers isn't that bad.. but I wouldn't say the same for other stalkers tho.. did you know that Facebook is the No. 1 place where stalkers hang and dish the dirt about you?.. so my advise, don't reveal too much, friends can turn into enemies, and when that happen, it's not going to be pretty as all your secrets can come out.. so, be careful on Facebook ya pretty peeps?.. ^^

Exams exams, the life of a student

Mood : hungry

Assalamualaikum and hello awesome peeps!.. don't ask me where I went or why, it's too long a story to share.. I'll get back to you about that one day, you know, if I actually find the time.. hahaha..

currently UUM is having its final exams, and of course, as a student, you're supposed to attend your exams in order to test what you've picked up and understood from your classes during the whole freaking semester.. so anyway, I'm currently taking 6 subjects; Entrepreneurial Skills and Behaviour, Franchise Management, Business Plan, Family Business, Social Science and Product and Operation Management.. I've passed the first 3 subjects, Alhamdulillah, not as bad as I thought it would be.. now waiting to answer the next 3 subjects on 20th, 23rd and 26th May..

so yeah, this is pretty much a blog post I sneaked in between my study time, you know, coz I was bored and missed talking to internet peeps.. hahaha..

and another thing I noticed was, my 1st vlog on youtube got a lot of buzz.. more negative compared to positive.. COOL HUH?? hahaha.. EPICNESS! some gave ideas and comments for me to improve my vlog, but others were just plain mean!.. but I love em anyway, coz they took their time to watch my vlog, so that's cool.. haha.. thanks webbies and youtubers!! ^^

for those who haven't watched my first ever vlog, you can click here... it's not my best work, but hey, it's just a start right?.. my vlog got 33,423 views, 70 comments, 27 likes and 103 dislikes!.. talk about EPIC!.. hahaha! XD

I'm actually thinking of doing another vlog, but haven't figured out the topic yet.. gonna start filming after my exams, so yeah, maybe some of you awesome people can give me some ideas to get me going.. hehehe..

okay, I'm gonna go study now.. yosh!! wish me luck for my 3 papers ya! ^^

OMG, am I finally FREE??!

Mood : swamped!

Assalamualaikum and hello fellow blog readers! OMG, Najmie is updating her blog!! she must be free now! let's go attack her with a bunch of questions about where and why she went away and maybe she'll faint!

yeah, DON'T do that.. and to answer the title of my blog post, NO, I'm not yet free, still have to complete 1 last assignment for this semester, then busy with another SIFE UUM project.. then it's FINAL EXAMS woot woot!~ bring out the hot chocolate drinks and insufficient sleep please! XD

sorry for the absence, I've been super duper extremely busy.. and I'm still currently busy, but felt the sudden urge to blog.. haha.. had quite a lot of activities since the last time I blogged.. first and foremost, I got myself a new freaking-super-awesome-yet-sometimes-annoying phone! up top babeh! XD

say hello to my new incredibly hot boyfriend, HTC Incredible S!

woot woot!~ it cost me a fortune, but I guess it was a good investment.. my mum wasn't too thrilled with it tho, since I could have used the money and deposited it in an account and let it give birth to more money or something.. but, oh well, it's too late to regret it now.. it's an Android weih, super epic! Froyo 2.2 and the camera is 8 mega-pixels with HD video ftw! imagine all the camewhoring I did with this babeh! LOL the most expensive item I ever bought for myself.. yosh!

anyway, up to the updates happening till now.. I greeted 2 ministers and even rode in a bus from KL to Temerloh with one of em, met foreigners from America and UK, sat at the same table with some top notch CEOs of big companies, celebrated my birthday, attended 2 grand dinner with nice dresses, and got fat again.. yeah, that's pretty much it.. all the while, trying to balance the busy life of a SIFEr in UUM as well as a regular student.. I would like to see you try doing it, it's a lot harder than it looks! don't believe me?.. ask my neglected blog ftw! XD

anyway, enjoy em pictures! I got to go and complete the last assignment for this semester.. jia you Najmie! (^^,) more updates soon peeps, InsyaAllah.. =)

my SIFErs and I with Dato Saifuddin Abdullah, Deputy Minister of Higher Education..

my SIFErs and I with Dato Mukhriz Mahathir, Deputy Minister of International Trade and Industry..

TNB Masquerade Grand Dinner, Kuala Perlis..

with the crazy Temerloh crew..

with Rory and Ian from UK.. yes, I'm Malaysian, I'm supposed to be shorter and darker, thanks for noticing.. (=_=;;

MEALCON Glamorous Night Grand Dinner, Convention Center, UUM.. please notice the chubby cheeks, yes I'm fat.. (=_=;;

yay, I'm older now, I'm freaking 23 this year! omg, I'm old... XO

I think that sums up the previous month.. it's okay, hectic, but Alhamdulillah was still manageable.. I have no idea how I managed all this coz frankly my time management skill sucks eggs.. haha.. but anyway, Alhamdulillah, my life is colourful and interesting.. =)

now to focus on my FINAL EXAMS from 7th till 26 May.. yosh!~ later awesome peeps! (^^,)