of life and death

Mood : hungry

Assalamualaikum and hello fellow blog readers..

this is a rather solemn post, for my university, UUM, is currently mourning the loss of two hospitality students who died in a car accident last Monday morning.. the horrifying accident happened not far from UUM's main gate, near the junction towards EDC Hotel at 7am in the morning..

7am, most of the people in Malaysia is still in bed, or is getting ready to go to work, making breakfast for the kids or rushing out the door to clock in for the day.. and during all this hustle and bustle of life, two Chinese students had their last breathe of air, as their souls leave their bodies forever.. how fragile is the human life?.. the answer is very fragile..

I don't want to go into details as to how the accident happened, as there were many speculations from many different people.. I also don't want to reveal to you the two Chinese students who died in the accident, as I am not a friend of either girls and I have no right to do so.. but feel free to search on the world wide web to find out about the accident..

my heart goes out to the family of the two girls.. rest in peace my friends.. I might not have known you, but I feel like I'm connected to you.. I might have passed by next to you on my way to class, or stand behind you in line to buy food at lego cafe, or sat on the table in front of you at the library, I wouldn't know, but I want to thank you, for being a part of my university life.. your presence is felt by all your friends in UUM, so thank you for the memories.. =') Rest In Peace..

reminder to everyone else, don't let this happen to you.. ='(

what I can say is, as an advice to those who drive any type of car or vehicle, manual or automatic or semi or whatever la, PLEASE BE CAREFUL WHEN DRIVING.. life is full of risks, and driving out to buy nasi lemak is also a risk.. so please, please please please be careful ya darlings?.. I really don't want anything bad to happen to you.. ='(

they say life is short, so live life to the fullest.. they say living is hard but dying is easy, so don't take any chances.. be careful and carefree.. take calculated risks, don't dive head first into anything without assessing the perimeter.. YOU can make a difference..

when you fall off your horse, it's called an accident

Mood : bruised

Assalamualaikum and hello awesome peeps!..

it's currently mid semester holidays here in UUM, so the roads and walkways are pretty much empty, what's left are upturned rubbish cans raided by monkeys and plastics of dried leaves.. being a person who's mostly busy all the time (eceh, mengalahkan menteri la kau), finding an escape from my daily activities just to go horse riding is super hard.. that's why when I got a call from my horse riding trainer on Thursday, I flipped!.. it is the holidays so I'm free, no classes and no current responsibilities, well, except for sleeping till 12pm.. hehehe..

so on Friday morning at 8.30am, I drove my mums car to the Equine Center in UUM.. my trainer, Abg Wan greeted me with stable chores, his way of punishing me for not coming to train for 3 months.. sorry Abg Wan!.. (^^,) so around 9am, I groomed and saddled up Prince, one of the biggest horse in the stable.. okay, I was worried at first.. 3 months without training and riding a new horse that I never rode on before, that's kind of scary.. but my trainer was quite confident with me, so I just followed..

after 15 minutes, I got on Prince and headed down to the paddock.. was I nervous?.. hell yeah!.. Prince's head is huge, and he weighs a damn lot!.. but I stayed calm.. once I got in the paddock, I started walking and trotting, getting the feel of riding a horse again.. it felt so good, and so free!! missed the feeling so so much.. (^^,)

okay fine, this is not me, but you get what I mean.. hehehe.. I wore a helmet btw, much safer..

after 30 minutes of trotting, my trainer told me to canter, horse version of running.. I had cantered before, but on other smaller horses, so I was worried.. he gave me some pointers and I was on my way, cantering.. and it felt AWESOME!! XD Prince's canter was nice and flows well with my body, I felt like flying.. I did have a bit of problem in controlling the reins, but other than that, it went well..

disaster happened when I stopped to pause for a breath.. the whip I was holding accidentally hit Prince and he started to canter.. it's not suppose to scare me, since I know how to sit and balance myself during a canter, but my feet weren't in the styrup, making me loose my balance.. I panicked like hell, the horse still cantering on, turning into a fast gallop.. I forgot everything about horse riding at that moment, forgot that all I had to do was sit up and pull the reins I had in my hands which would make the horse stop.. all I could do at that moment was pray that I don't fall off, pray that the horse would just stop.. I did the only thing I could think of to prevent myself from falling - hug Prince's neck..

I held on to Prince's neck tightly, my body moving up and down in sync with the horse's fast gallop.. I could hear in the distance, my trainer shouting something, his voice sounded alarmed.. I couldn't make out what he said, all I could hear was my heart, beating fast in my chest.. my grip on Prince's neck was starting to loosen, and I know I'd be kissing the ground soon.. the only thing I could do was pray.. "Ya Allah, please save me, don't let me fall, don't let me break any bones.."

but you know how life is, sometimes you need to fall to know the meaning of success.. or stuff.. hehehe.. so that's where I had my first fall from a horse.. I've been bitten and had my foot stepped on by horses, so it was time for me to feel my first fall from grace.. eh, I mean horse.. =P

loosing my balance on the left side, I fell somewhat like this..

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my body flew on the left side of the horse, tumbling in the air and landing on my right hip in the sand, faced up towards the sky.. hey look, the sky is actually BLUE!.. I never knew.. =p Prince continued on with his canter, jumping over me (which was SUPER SCARY) and kicking my left leg at the shins.. ala, betis kiri la.. something like the picture below..

see the guys left leg?.. the back left foot of the horse as it jumped pass him must have hit him in the shins there, so I'm guessing the guys bones are probably broken.. the same thing happened to me, only my shin bone is not broken, just bent a bit.. it's still sore as hell, so is my hip, but Alhamdulillah, no broken bones.. (^^,)

once I was on the ground, I couldn't get up.. the pain in my right hip was a bit unbearable, giving me a sharp stabbing sensation.. Prince stopped cantering a few meters away, after realizing that the rider was missing.. my eyes were closed, trying to stop the pain, but I blinked a bit, trying to get the sand out of my eyes, thus catching a glimpse of my trainer walking towards me.. I pulled myself together, hoping that the pain will go away.. a few seconds later, my trainer was calling to me, so I looked up to find my trainer with Prince in his hands.. he asked if I was alright and if I could walk..

so I stood up, trying to balance myself.. okay, I'm fine, I can stand, nothing broken.. my trainer said I didn't look pale, which is a good sign, and asked if I could ride again, which I answered yes.. well, that was before I tried to walk.. my balance was off and I almost fell.. I got dizzy and saw the trees and sand and everything in very bright colours.. woahh, Prince's butt is HOT!!.. hahaha.. my trainer instructed me to go sit near the railing while he demonstrated the correct way to sit during a canter.. he explained why I fell, which was because my body was lunged forward signaling to the horse to go faster.. if I sat straight, the horse would have gone slower and eventually stopped.. he assured me that my fall wasn't bad, it wasn't like the horse was trying to throw me off, it was because I lost my balance.. whatever the cause was, I'm still thankful that I didn't suffer any serious injuries or broken bones.. Alhamdulillah.. (^^,)

my trainer in front riding Prince, the horse I fell off from.. he's HUGE man..

currently I'm resting and nursing my injuries.. my right hip has gotten worse tho, I can't sneeze or laugh without feeling pain.. I hope this goes away soon, it's super hard for me to make jokes if I can't laugh right.. and my left shin is getting better, but it's still sore.. and there's a dent in my shin bone, it's no longer straight, which is kinda cool when you run you fingers through them, you can feel the curve.. hahaha.. I mean, think about it.. how many people with bent shins from a horse kicking it do you know?.. so I fall in the AWESOMELY COOL category.. hahaha.. ehem, but don't go getting weird ideas and getting yourself a dent too okay?..

last but not least, I would like to thank my family - my mum and my sisters - who have been helping me to get better.. thanks for getting stuff for me, and also refilling my ice bag, you guys rock! =D and thanks to those who cared on Facebook and calling and messaging me on the phone, you guys are awesome too!.. (^^,) no worries, I'll get my leg and hip x-rayed on Monday, just to make sure everything is okay, kay?..

I assure all of you, this is NOT the end of my horse riding days.. I will continue once my injuries are healed, so worry you not.. hahaha.. besides, I'm no quitter.. later awesome peeps!! (^^,)

p/s : all pictures, except the last one, belongs to Mr Google..

video of UUM "tornado" tragedy

Mood : hungry

want to see why this happened?..

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watch the unofficial news broadcast on site of the horror tragedy of killed kittens at the dark cave next to the mountains..

okay, I'm crapping..

=DD

watch the video for yourself to know what I'm talking about..

in spite of what people say, IGNORANCE IS NOT A BLISS!

it can kill you!

okay, I'm crapping again..

don't mind my attire for the video, aku main sauk ja apa yang senang..

make up pun tak weih, tu muka selebet..

=P

enjoy the vid..

I'm not Karam Singh Walia, I'm cuter..

bahahahaha!!~~

I practically was talking spontaneously, so mind the repetition..

no scripts, not fully planned, and lots of talking and walking, I was panting a bit..

penat weih, kau tahu?..

okay, kau tak tahu, kau takdak kat situ..

ufufufu~~

just me, trying to be a news broadcaster who is willing to kick branches on the road and talk weirdly on screen..

anyone want to hire me?..

=DDD

okay okay, seriously, anyone want to give donations?

=P

woi Najmie, pegi study la!!

gedik sungguh nak online..

haishhh..

video and pictures courtesy of Kak Ijah, mum and wahida..

whee!~~

okay, going to study now..

later!~~

(^^,)

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shining star~~

UUM "tornado" tragedy

Mood : sad

good evening awesome peeps..

I'm just going to cut to the chase..

it rained mad, like cats and dogs and horses around 5.15pm today, bringing lots of water and so effin more of the wind..

and that brought along devastation..

especially to my mum's Toyota Wish..

(T^T)

the tent in front of our house that copies as our garage fell apart and crashed our family car!

sedih dowh..

(T^T)

and the effects?..

broken back side window and the back windows..

it's gonna take a few thousand to fix this, being Toyota Wish spare parts are quite expensive..

hurmmm..

check it out, my sisters can be seen right through here..

Wahida is holding a piece of window glass..

I also played around with the shard glasses, and I got pricked..

a spot of blood..

tajam dowh kaca dia..

then I licked the blood, tak baik membazir..

=P

1 Malaysia, rakyat didahulukan..

does it mean the government is going to pay for the fixing expenses?..

=P

this is the road to UUM VC's house..

he's my neighbour, btw, and the road to his house is blocked with 4 fallen trees..

took a while and around 10 people to remove them before night falls..

after taking care of our broken car, we took a ride in my kancil, Hot Red and went for a spin around UUM to see if anything else was effected..

and oh my, UUM sure had a makeover!

well, I have some more pictures, but I uploaded them in Facebook..

so if you want to check out how UUM looks like, [Click Here]..

and add me of FB too!

hehehe..

okay, I'm off, night people..

but if anyone here want to give donations for the fixing of Toyota Wish, your contribution is highly welcome..

(^^,)

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shining star~~

I cheated.. shhh, don't tell anyone!

Mood : guilty

I really did cheat, I'm so very sorry..

I didn't mean to, but it sort of happened..

sort of an impulsive decision, actually..

it all started on Sunday morning.....

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I met one of my best friends from high school, Tasnim..

we haven't met for about a year or 2, been a long time la since we met..

he's now doing his practical at the UUM Computer Center for the next 2 months..

we agreed to meet via Facebook the night before, so we met up at Lego cafe, UUM..

we had lunch at 11.30am..

early isn't it?..

hehehe..

this is where and why I cheated..

after a whole week without rice, on this day, I ate rice!

omg, the carbs I have to burn off..

and to top it all, my friend bought me a slice of blueberry cheesecake!

it's a piece of heavennnnnnn, sumpah tak tipu..

okay tipu sikit, mana aku penah rasa heaven macam mana..

nyum nyum~~

mine is only a slice la, I can't eat both, that's crazy!

the other slice belonged to my friend..

I don't know why the lady only gave us one plate..

maybe she thought we were bf gf..

well, technically it is true, we are best friends, BF, get it?..

wanna see my friend Tasnim?..

here you go!

(^^,)

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okay fine, it's actually the both of us, but you get the point..

so he's the culprit who made me cheat on my diet of no rice or carbs..

hahaha..

okay, fine, bukan salah dia, aku yang terliur dan tergoda..

nafsu makan tinggi bila lepak kat cafe penuh dengan makanan sedap..

haa, puas tak aku ngaku nih?..

pftttt..

=P

wahahaha, muka tak sabar nak makan kek yang tersangat sedap lepas tak makan kek langsung sempena birthday tahun nih jadi makan la puas-puas esok ikat perut pulak okay?..

wow, that was a mouthful to say and so effin long..

haha..

my happy face up close..

I didn't edit anything on my face, but, OMG!

my nose is so big!!!

rezeki banyak, insyaallah..

=DDDD

this was the big dilemma, either to choose my craving for cake, or to study for final exams..

guess which I chose?..

the CAKE, obviously!!

ahaha..

I finished it in between talks with my friend..

omg, the plate is empty!

who stole the cakes, where did they go?..

hahaha, denial..

=P

we sat at Unicafe, UUM library for about over an hour, eating cake and catching up..

but mostly it's just me talking..

Tas was just so shy even though we are best friends..

maybe coz we haven't met each other for so long..

hehehe..

here's the view from my seat..

I saw lots of people walking by, in different clothing, with different styles of wardrobe..

you'd be surprise to see some of their bold choices..

brr, so scary!

X(

btw, my friend has gotten handsome now..

not that he wasn't handsome before, it's just, I didn't notice it much when we were back in the old days..

cettt, cakap old days macam dah tua sangat..

plus I was with someone else at that time, so I didn't really notice other people..

hehehehe..

=P

Tasnim..

a bit Chinese looking..

22 years old..

172 or 176cm I think, but I don't know how much he weighs..

IT related field of studies..

single and available, people!!

anyone interested?

(^^,)

oh, but NO gays please!

he's had enough of gays bothering him..

he shared some of his encounters with gay men, and it really creped him out..

it creped me out too just from listening!

but I'm not going to share our stories here, it's for our ears only..

and eyes too!

=P

so there you go, the story of how I cheated on my diet and ate rice and cake..

nyum nyumm..

now I'm back on track with my diet, so glad..

btw, I've had compliments from friends and cousins who said I look slimmer, so I'm practically happy and all smiles..

hehehe..

night awesome people!

(^^,)

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shining star~~

blood spill in the kitchen

Mood : yikes!

I'm currently tapping into my inner famine parts, my cooking!

I have been mastering the art of making tomyam, the easy way..

hehehe..

before I get into the whole bloody affair, let's read what happened on Saturday afternoon..

so there I was, immerse in the virtual world that we call the internet..

my family was watching tv, a Hindustan movie was on, Aswariaya Rai was the lead actress..

pftt, I have outgrown the Hindi movies..

personally, the story takes too effin' long weih!

anyway, back to the story..

while surfing the web, I heard a low scary sound..

what was that noise?..

owh, it was my tummy, I'm hungry!

=DD

I asked my sister to go cook, long story short, I had to go to the kitchen myself to cook the said tomyam..

nyum nyum!

so there I was, cutting carrots, like I usually do when cooking tomyam..

I positioned the knife and sliced away..

but my hand somehow slipped..

and the knife tore into my fingers..

I didn't scream, believe me, I DIDN'T..

I didn't make a fuss, really..

so that was how blood was spilled in the kitchen..

it's just a small cut, not a big deal..

but somehow, some people think it is..

so sweet, people do care for me..

hehehe..

in the end, my mum finished cooking the tomyam..

I hope she remembered to wash the knife before continuing to cut the carrots..

or not, we'd be vampires now running alongside Robert Patterson..

pfftttt, I haven't even seen that movie..

apa tah nama dia?..

okay, focus for finals now..

wheee!~~

(^^,)

April, a month to be happy!.. (^^,)

Mood : happy!

hello April!!

you're so pretty now..

awww, with the hair pulled up like that, wearing that nice sunday skirt with the cute white tank top..

awww, so sweet!..

*ok, what am I blabbering about?*

I'm just here to welcome the month of APRIL!!..

wohooo!!~~

\(^o^)/

I personally love this month..

coz I turn a year older every 7th April..

some people don't like turning older, but I do!

wait, does that make me weird?..

(o.0)

well, on this month too, my mum and youngest sister celebrate their birthday..

mum on 2nd, which is tomorrow, and my lil sis on 22nd..

so we usually have a little celebration among ourselves with cake and a bit of party..

but I seldom get birthday gifts tho..

pity me kan?..

(T^T)

hehehe..

but this year, I got the best present ever from a friend..

well, technically, it's not my birthday yet, but he gave me an early birthday present..

he gave tickets to a wonderful experience no money could buy..

well, he got it for free and gave it to me, but the point is, he gave it to me as a birthday present..

and I so loved this present!!

and the most expensive one I might add, nearly 1k!

wanna know what it was?..

tadaaaa!!~~

2 tickets to SSII plus Channel V goodie bag..

awesomest present so far!

thanks my dear friend!

(^^,)

anyway, last Monday my family and I went to the last day of the convocation expo in UUM..

it was raining a bit and my mum got to use my HP see-through umbrella that I got for free last year..

it was the cutest thing ever!

well, it's supposed to be my mum, but a picture of me holding the umbrella will do..

hehehe..

so while walking around the expo area, my sister and I passed by the Streamyx booth..

the guy there was calling out to people, asking if they want free gift to come on to the stage..

so being a person who loves freebies, *miahahahaha* without a hint of hesitation, went up onto the mini stage with 3 other peeps..

I'm the one in blue talking to the guy..

to win, all I had to do was sing Isabella while crying..

easy peasy task that was completed by yours truly..

hahaha, muka tembok kan aku?..

=P

I got a TM notebook, which I don't even know when I'll use..

but hey, at least it's free!

(^^,)

and today, I got a letter from Kuala Lumpur..

it was from Bausch & Lomb..

apparently I did some survey some time back and they promised to give me a Guardian gift voucher worth RM20..

so, yeah!

now I can buy something for myself on my birthday!

wheeee!!~~

I hope the presents keep coming..

it's just a few days before I turn 22..

I haven't planned anything yet, will have to see budget and availability of friends for parties..

miahahahaha!!~

before I end this post, I'd like to wish

happy birthday to my awesome mother!

you're the reason I'm here now, the way that I am..

without your guidance and advise, I'd be lost in the dark..

so thank you so so much!

happy birthday okasan!

may the days ahead be filled with sunshine and daisies..

and may you finish your PhD soon!

focus and succeed!

=DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

goodnight awesome people..

(^^,)

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shining star~~

makhluk halus masuk rumah!!

Mood : shaken..

aku baru balik dari ambek adik aku yang turun bas dari KL..

aku ambek kat depan 7Eleven, Jitra..

masa, dalam lebih kurang kul 1.50pagi sampai umah..

memang seronok lah, dapat penuh korem balik, cukup 5 orang adik bradik kat umah aku nih..

lengkap satu family..

masa aku pegi ambek adik aku, mak aku ngan adik bongsu aku ikut skali..

sampai ja umah, dua2 terbungkam tidoq..

tinggal aku ngan adik aku dr KL tuh, Aini..

aku ngah online laptop, dia pon sama..

sambil2 tuh aku makan ais krim jagung tambah air ais krim soda HPA..

layan siottt, sejuk dan nyaman ja makan nih kul 2.15 pagi..

hahahaha..

tengah syok2 layan blog ngan main Mafiawars yang sekarang kat level 137, tiba-tiba...

"Kak kerun!! tu bawah kerusi kak kerun!!"

tekejut aku..

"apa dia?.. mana?.. tak nampak apa2 pon.." aku budget lipas atau cicak..

sekali adik aku cakap..

"bawah kerusi tu, LIPAN!!!!"

muncul makhluk hodoh tegedik2 bawah kerusi aku..

apa aku wat?..

terus lompat atas kerusi lah!

gila kau, aku takut siot..

kau tahu besaq mana lipan tuh?..

5 inci baiiiiii...

gemuk nak mampus, datuk ka nenek segala lipan tuh..

"ish, nak kena bunuh nih.. Aini, find me something to bash it with.."

kalut adik aku carik batang besi untuk aku..

kak ijah yang sedang nyenyak tidur kat ruang tamu pun dah bangun..

lepas pegang senjata aku, aku carik makhluk cilakak tuh..

kak ijah cakap sembunyi kat celah-celah kasut..

aku dalam berani-berani-takut tuh, gagah pi tojoh-tojoh kasut..

sekali, tegedik2 dia larik ke arah anak tangga ke ruang makan..

aku apa lagi, jadik tarzan lah!

aku terus ketuk n tindih pakai senjata aku..

korang nak tengok tak makhluk nih?..

5 inci baii, aku tak tipu..

gemuk kan?..

tapi sekarang dah hancur lumat dah dek diketuk2 oleh senjata aku..

aku dah berjaya menjadi pembunuh lipan pagi2 nih..

hohoho..

dulu penah gak bunuh ular tedung selar, nih lipan plak..

dugaan betul la..

kalau la menatang nih gigit kak ijah yang tengah tidoq tuh, tak ka parah?..

ataupun dia gigit adik bradik aku yang lain atau mak aku?..

Nau'zubillah!!

jadi ada hikmahnya aku masih belum tidoq nih ya..

dapat aku selamatkan keluarga aku..

alhamdulillah...

tak sia-sia mak aku hantar aku belajar Taekwondo..

maka jadilah aku 'jantan' kat umah aku yang penuh dengan perempuan nih..

al-maklumlah, semua adik bradik aku pompuan..

ayah pun dah lama meninggal..

abang ipar plak dok jauh, kerja kat KL..

jadi aku dah macam 'man of the family' lah..

aku tak kisah pun pegang jawatan nih, asalkan keluarga aku selamat..

thanks to Aini yang berjaya nampak lipan cilakak tuh, n kak ijah yang bagitau kat mana menatang tuh bersembunyi..

kita telah berjaya menumpaskan kuasa kejahatan..

hahahaha..

semoga lepas nih takdak dah menatang nih kat umah kita..

okay, aku ingat nak lelapkan mata jap..

kul 4.45 nak bangun sahur plak..

seb baik kelas aku ari nih kul 2 petang, leh tidoq lepas Subuh..

hahahaha..

selamat bersahur awesome people!!

(^^,)

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shining star~~