part 2:- the reason why..

Mood : speechless..

did you read the previous post?..

you better read it first before proceeding..

he finally told me where he went last night..

he got himself a new girlfriend..

who happens to be jealous of our friendship..

I don't know where they met..

I don't know if they're in love..

I don't know anything about the girl..

I'm dying to know, but I'm holding back..

I'm just a friend..

better keep it to myself..

his girlfriend told him he can't be friends with me anymore..

he said No, he still wanna be friends with me..

he wants someone to talk to, a girls opinion and perspective..

but I said No, I don't want any enamies..

she already knows of my existence, she might come after me..

don't get me wrong, I'm not afraid..

I have a black belt in Taekwondo for God's sakes, I can kick anyone if I want to..

but the thing is, I don't want to ruin a relationship between two people..

someone has done it to me, and I know how hurt that feels..

I don't want to do the same thing to the girl..

yeah, my heart aches..

I lost my best friend..

and guss what?..

I loved him..

hahahahahahahaha!!

demm, padan muka kau, Najmie..

padan muka..

dia dah pegi baru kau tegedik2 nak ada feeling..

masa dia tegila-gilakan kau, kau jual mahal kan?..

sekarang baru padan muka kau..

*deep sigh*

can't get his cute laugh out of my head..

hurmmm...

Kerol, I know you'll be reading this..

I want you to know, I pray for your happiness..

remember when you told me about your dream?..

you said if it ever came true, you'd let me go coz you wanna see me happy?..

well, now I'm letting you go, to be happy..

I'm not gonna be selfish and keep you for myself..

I'm gonna be happy when you're happy..

I want you to find your happiness..

don't forget to fast, and I hope you have a colourful Ramadhan ahead..

you've been the greatest friend I could ever ask for..

thank you for coming into my life..

it's been a pleasure knowing you..

take care ya, and look after your health..

guess you left me after all huh, like everyone else?..

hehehe..

take care, Kerol..

I'll always miss you..

T___T

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emo shining star~~