Tuesday, August 25, 2009

part 4:- secrets

Mood : invinsible..


he read it..
Kerol..
I'm sure..
but he left no footsteps..
he'll roam free..
I'll never know what goes inside his head now..


I did something bad..
I told him to delete both of my numbers..
now I'm regretting it..


I still kept his last message to me..
I'm afraid if I delete it, I'll never see his name in my inbox again..


I still kept the pictures he MMS'ed me..
I can't bear to delete them..


I cried this morning, in the car while waiting for my mum..
when I saw my mum walking towards the car, I pretended I was sleepy and wiped my tears away..


I lied to my heart..
I'm still lying now..
I don't need him..
I'm still lying now..


why am I so sensative now?..
I never was before..

16 comments:

nihin iz said...

yeah we cant lie when it comes to feelings..

and i nevr good in words.. just be happy, dear.

aahhh idk what to write.. be strong!

sHaH said...

u ok girl???
kalo tak ok, jom kite kuar lepak malam nih..
ok?

Just_najmiE said...

nihin iz..

wuwuwuwu.. T___T
I'm being strong.. I'm strong.. I'm strong.. thanks dear~~

Just_najmiE said...

shah..

mlm nih?.. gate umah dh tutup dh la shah.. tomorrow la kalau nak lepak pun.. huhuhu..

Silverleaf said...

geez...i donno wat to say...be strong...be among frens...

Just_najmiE said...

silverleaf..

trying to be strong.. trying... trying.... tryinggg......

I'm not a person that hangs out with friends..

ezany said...

erk.. speechless..

cuba sibukkan diri.. lupakan dia buat sementara waktu.. gud luck..

Just_najmiE said...

ezany..

thanks bro.. I'll try..

fitriah said...

najmie, u stil have me! hehe chill k dear! :)

♥ayudeadwish♥ said...

ala~~ jgn la kusut2. byk lae benda best ley wat dari dok sibuk pikir hal dia. ntah2 dia ngah seronok2 ngn mmber dia witout thinking of u.. ghee~~

Just_najmiE said...

fit..

thanks dear!! :')

Just_najmiE said...

ayudeadwish..

wuwuwuwu.... T_____T
thanks..

k.A said...

well, if you really love him, do tell him. whatever happen after this, terserah kepada dia. dia akan buat apa yang terbaik untuk diri dia.

messyremo said...

aduhai...

sabor jelah..

jgn sedih2 okae~

Just_najmiE said...

k.A..

I'm not going to.. like I said in the previous post, I don't want to ruin a relationship.. it's ok if I don't get him, as long as he's happy.. don't worry, I'll live..

but thanks for ur concern.. (^^,)

Just_najmiE said...

messyremo..

I'll try.. thanks..

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