part 4:- secrets

Mood : invinsible..

he read it..

Kerol..

I'm sure..

but he left no footsteps..

he'll roam free..

I'll never know what goes inside his head now..

I did something bad..

I told him to delete both of my numbers..

now I'm regretting it..

I still kept his last message to me..

I'm afraid if I delete it, I'll never see his name in my inbox again..

I still kept the pictures he MMS'ed me..

I can't bear to delete them..

I cried this morning, in the car while waiting for my mum..

when I saw my mum walking towards the car, I pretended I was sleepy and wiped my tears away..

I lied to my heart..

I'm still lying now..

I don't need him..

I'm still lying now..

why am I so sensative now?..

I never was before..